Monday, March 5, 2012 Y 9:05 PM
OKAY IM BACK! bored die already la..keep playing diamond dash like wad sia.. :x cos im too bored~.~ and anna is replying me late at fb :< on skype with chee xian now ^^ he say he is gonna help wo jail break tmr if cant then wed jail break agn.. ^^ like that good le lorh :D ok la,today morning have assembly and i have cut my front hair and hehe i got my contact lens :DD fk the sch la..so late then got the fan then dw on somemore..wad i poor sch~.~ then go MT class..poker card kanna confiscate liao..he not happy with me say la..gan! then he call my complete the sentence dude,you think my chinese so good? + im not awake in the freaking hell morning! :@ scold scold scold..you dw teach then dun teach la no one call you to teach..you think ppl like you? -.- tok so much.. zhi qin:cann you keep quite for 1sec,you very noisy lea. teacher:you then keep quite la,you so noisy. zhi qin;better than you la. hahahahahahahahahaha!! trolled :P then go back class for english then teacher change to maths :o dam tired then wanna sleep de then suddenly it rain then cold like wad sia..lucky no thunder..or esle gg.com~.~ then teacher let us rest awhile then continue her lesson :o then recess go down they eat i play phone :P then chem mr zui step one fierce nia -.- step until like wad..then go hall for assembly then patrick kanna call to stand up becos we keep make him..then the lao he ma go say headache then she touch her stomach then stomach pain touch her head..wth sia..then luman,firdaus,raushan and patrick go laugh at her..hahahahaha..failure~.~
Is it time for me to make decisions? can i give up on you? i know i can,but i dun bear to hurt you deeply..if you love me and i hurt until you how? im afraid..but you just seems to be fooling around with my feelings like wad my friends have said..but saturday i have learn something and i think i have the idea wad are you worrying about..yea,to say the truth i know that you are staring at me today in class but wad dose that means? other people stares at me too becos of my contact lens -.- we are not together,so i post wad i feel like posting..maybe wad i post can cause fights between you and your friends..but you know wad? me and you havent get together means other ppl still have chance..fight cant solve anything.. and if you trust me well then you will not be afraid that i will fall in love with other guys or wad so eva..but now wad i have said maybe too late..you know wad? my date line between out relationship is gonna end becos saturday it almost gonna get fate soon becos im thinking about wad has happen for the past few days and it let me think that our relationship is like normal friends..but i know that my love for you is still strong but i cant promise it wont go fate after 9days of not seeing your face..9days can make me think alot of things and make up my mind and everything will just start all over agn.. in order not to hurt until you wad i can do is to continue loving you and hurt myself..i tell you i can do it..once i do it,even though how much hurt i have gain from you i can bear..i will put on my best smile and try to smile even though i know that im gonna cry..i will still smile and say nth has happen and i will smile and says that im fine when im not..becos i wont regret loving you..i promise to love you until the day you says that you dun love me anymore,tired of me,find me irritating and i will leave you..love you,baby :)
