i gave nicholas his b'da

y present and he passed to him.. he said it was very nice..and he said he wanna buy a ring for me.. i really dun get your meaning.. there's lots

and lots kind of ring but you didnt tell me wad kind of ring you buying..i asked my sisters and

friends about it..all of them is shocked.. wrost one is xiang yi.. she said that my life is a sad life :o ya,i know my life it sad -.- my life sux to the hardcore.. forget it.. i dun have to think about that thing so much rite now.. all i know is that i need to score 75 and above for maths from now onwards.. i dun wanna

not.. i know myself.. i'mmake my life difficult for
myself.. all i know is that i cried the whole nite while i'm toking to you.. cos i felt sad for myslef and wad i have did -.-
life is so unfair.. exams is coming :< today i have no apatite to eat sia.. then tuition keep saying about his things.. dam paiseh one norh..kanna make fun by lin yuan and christina :< si lin yuan go say wad. i dw diamond i wan you..WTF?! you think i dare to say? of cos

not sure of anything.. you guys keep on wanting me to tell him my feels..i'm so scared to get hurt agn.. i'm really really scare..

forget it huh?

bye -xiiaobe<3 kikwang-

buaii. -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

sry, i'm not that happy rite now.. let's tok about what happen today then i will tell you why i'm not happy :o

Today in school celebrate racial harmony. BUT, our class nobody wear traditional costume :p Our class celebrate racist day :x morning PE play until very tired :< then recess then science..miss lee class is soo boring.. i keep on calling mr tan to go away :x then EL keep slacking le..no moody for lesson cos i'm very very the tired..then Maths..ididnt even fk care about what teacher is saying -.- copy what she have wrote on the board then do other things..SEL look at the year book..my face is so fking the dam ugly :@ then self-study do the maths test..wtf? i didnt even listen to class how i know how to do? -.- my test out of 5 question i k=only know how to do 2 rest i dk sia -.- exam conform fail one norh -.- seriously i have no mood saying shool things anymore :<

I saw something that shouldn't been seen today :< both of you are so close..maybe you both is stead le bah :o forget it huh? it's over..i need to be strong..wad jun wei said was rite..maybe you just dun even put us in your first place anymore T.T we are just nth to you..you didnt care for us anymore.. wad is in the past is past..now is now.. i will over come all this problem and i will not be upset anymore.. everyone one is have stead rite now..but i'm staying single huh..i dun wanna get hurt anymore..it is tiring..no one knows how sad i felt..how much i felt like crying out..hazel also not that happy now adays :< maybe it is just becos we sister very less hang out because we all of us is busy :< nicholas aren't replying my message >:( well forget it i still got english comprehension need to do -.- no mood sia..

bye :< -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

i'm back agn :o

i just came back home few minutes ago.. went to eat lunch with agnes :> see i when free then go buy jason his belated present..so boring sia.. let's start talking about what has happen today :P BTW,I LOVE MY FILE VERY VERY MUCH!!! it is full of kikwang's pic :x ok let's start.. today PE play monkey..charissa very fail to be a monkey sia.. she keep on dw catch the ball -.- then she dw play liao..after that is lit..woo the ms jin lesson very interesting.. she said one good point man.. lesson is not just the pupils problem..it is teacher problem too. if teacher's lesson is boring then the pupils wount listen :p her lesson so interesting until our class is sooooooo quite and everyone is listening!! i cant imagine it.. then recess.. i play with yi hui's iphone.. i keep on playing tap tap.. then play until one part alot of key ma.. the i half play half walk then daddy go say lose lose lose == bad sia him..then science.. we keep on eating cookie :P then miss lee saw daddy eating cookie then keep on want confiscate :< but daddy didnt let her take it away :D then do test. then chinese.. teacher nvr come :D but :< the relive teacher is dam boring siol -.- i sleep of two period.. then kean zhu say wat.. this become the sleeping class. then charissa very noisy sia keep on want me and agnes to wake up -.- irratating sia.. keep on calling us to wake up..then when daddy come into the class she go call daddy to wake us up but daddy go say I'm not your dog.. then she come and tap on our shoulder -.- zzzz.. people is tired rite? == then maths..then go assembly..

tok to agnes today :P tok until relationship, i told her kevin,jason and xiaohei when i stead with them, they didnt shout at me before.. then she asked who is the best guy in my heart.. guest wat i hv said? of cos is him lurh.. still dk who? jason lurh.. she asked me why me and him broked up since i said he is the best.. i told her, that time pw is very buzy and lots of school work so i gaved up on relationship..that isn't wad i want..if i didnt broke up with him,i wount know that he asked doris for stead after that.. that's wad she told me.. i remember wad happen very clearly.. after she told me that, he sms to me and ask wad she hv said to me.. he just cared wad she have said about him sooooo much.. At that moment it hurt me deeply..hais,forget it.. he will never understands it..

BYE :> -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

i'm so bored so i came back :P

And guess wad?

<<<< this $5 saved my life!!! i gonna buy jason's belated present tmr :o i was just worrying when i can save enough money and buy present for him and i went to search for money and i found this!! omgfzxc,i didnt even know i have hide $5 in my shelf :x i'm so boring & nth to do sia.. so bored.. i have done my lit homework in 5-10 min.. i lazy to do the DNT tmr then do.. oh ya, tmr no training :o then hehehe, Saturday go cut hair. Then lin yuan pass me maplesea.. woohoo, finally.. i cant wait sia.. i lvl 28 then cannot play fk the maple -.- i gonna chiong my level to 30, btw, i hate kerning PQ :x cos it sux!! actually is not sux.. is idk how do kerning pq :x then go mc 1 then go mc2 then level 71 le.. think until that then feel like playing now.. i wanna break lvl 73 record ^v^ i kept on thinking about him sia -.- feel like taking my brain out and clear away him from my mind :P but i cant i know him so long le.. well tmr then see what i wanna buy for him..

ByE ^^ -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

I'm back agn ><

i'm so tired. you can see wad i hv done from today from those pic.. i came back for 1-2 hr ++ le :o i'm so tired and hungry.. wish i can eat my dinner now :x ok, i post first then go eat dinner then do homework :> today history class do mind map,hoping that time can pass slowly.. but it went too fast!@#$%^ then DNT, you should know that mr leow class dam boring one -.- he is really just like a monk man -.- you hear wad he say you can sleep one.. i standing, listening to wad he say, i almost fall asleep sia -.- wad kind of teacher is him sia? after that recess.. then geo-graphy.. Mr lim stalker sia..stalk us in FB he say wad, you all dun think that i dont know you all use phone in my class arh.. i saw you all post things on fb.. WTH?! lucky i nvr add him :o ltr kanna stalk :x after that is EL continue wad we have done yesterday ~.~ very boring one norh.. idw write then end up writting, the other group lah.. keep dw talk -.- after that is music, quite bored lurh.. watch back the same video we have watched before -.- i say watched before then the idiot firdaus call me dun say.. then maths bored until like hell norh!!@#$%^ then MT.. keep on wasting MR chia lesson..cos only got 30 minutes then we make him talk rubbish then waste the time :P after that go home take badminton racket go down play badminton with agnes and anna :o

Now i know why Zhi Xiang kor kor always say i'm very sensitive to things.. i heard what people dun like to say about me one then i will cry or angry.. it's not wad i want wad.. i'm trying to change it but.. let me try my best.. i will stop being childish and be more matual.. i know i'm not good at all things..i know i'm not perfect, cos no one is perfect..

Thinking of you everyday,every minute,every second..hoping that you will be the only guy in my life..hoping you will be the one who share happiness and sadness with me..hoping you will be the one who comfort me when i'm unhappy..hoping you will be the one who will rescue me when i'm in trouble..hoping you will be the one who will help me when i needed you the most..but i know it will never come true..cos i know it..cos you didnt know anything about this..cos you don't even love me now..cos i nth to you rite now..cos i'm not close to you anymore :<

BB ^(o..o)^ -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

i just done my DNT. And i received a message from a strange person o.o dun care that person lurh..toking rubbish only. kor kor didnt reply my message sia :< hais,forget it.. i just know that someone is unhappy huh?o.o tell me that you are not heart broken :< but you are..you should know who from previous post :P lie to me that you are not heart broken..i know you are guy.. let's tok about what happen today? first two period SEL..i didn't even listen to wad miss wee is saying.. oh ya,and her form -.- i'm not gonna let my parents sign it! After that is RAP.. mr tan keep on want us to greet him but we refuse :P hahaha,so bad sia we..he let us do the wad stupid worksheet about the wad parents blah blah one.. then history do worksheet.. recess got eat the brown rice or vegetarian ice-cream.. very nice to eat,but very exp @.@ so agnes,yi hui and me share money and buy. after that is science,bored sia miss lee class.. then we now keep on playing white glue mah.. dam funny sia the mr tan.. stupid sia him,come into the class then knock on my table :o then i go say "go away lah,dun knock my table lah" hahahahahaha!! he shock sia.. he wanna ask where is sabri then end up say "where is the the the the..." hahahahahaha!!! laugh die me sia..after that agnes play glue half way he itch hand go take the glue wan make me..then when he put back the glue kanna his hand!! hahahahaha!! then he keep asking for tissue.. i call him eat the glue up :P hahahahaha!! then miss lee teach teach teach,actually i didnt listen to her lesson at all norh..i only know Wednesday got science test.. then do quiz.. i got 3-2 blanks didnt fill up sia!@#$% after that is art,dam disgusting one norh -.- we need draw plants rite..then our class go down to the open field then draw trees mah..then i take the pot of tree,very small on up.then the soil there got centipede then hor charissa keep on saying about it.. then blah blah blah..then firdaus heard it sia.. he and daddy go there then stupid daddy go kick it == it run until so fking fast man!! is to our direction not other direction lea!! i faster jump off my chair and run far far away.. wth sia.. then i continue drawing then patrick,andy,agnes they all at there dk do wad shit..i sitting beside babu only heard him shout wad, ltr the centipede will take it revenge.. then when need go back art room i then heard andy say that he dk do wat to the centipede back then the front of the body still moving..wtf.. think of that,all my hair stands sia..then he go push the centipede near the bench then use the bench and kill it.. wth sia..then reading in hall after that assembly, dam funny one norh the assembly until 1++ going 2 le mah then is over the time already.. the DJ say can ask question. then jun ern go rise up hand then go ask wat time assembly end..hahahahaha!! then the DJ take back his thing that he wanna give jun ern one..laugh die me sia.. after that training :o end of the day :P

Buaiibuaii -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-