Thursday, February 16, 2012 Y 4:05 PM
ok,i have to chill down rite now >< im in trouble.. i said something that cant be said to someone.. >< im so dead :D but it is so fun..ok,he dw tok to me le la! just becos i didnt tell him the meaning,he dw talk to me..wth :( i also not scold him..i didnt did anything wrong! ok,morning go to sch at 6+ reach there 7++ then wait for charissa and shi ting then walk to jp with them then meet agnes :D then go eat breakfast..i keep staring at them cos i have nth to do >< then walk back to sch..reach sch go hall,i almost fall asleep at hall sia!!! omg,when the bell rings "i knew it-b2st" is playing.. >< people coming in..when the song ends,everyone is in the hall already..hahaha..then morning assembly got spot check :( then need clip up my hair and my forehead is dam fking naked! NO!!!I DUN LIKE :( LOTS AND LOTS OF PPL IS LAUGHING AT MY FREAKING NAKED FOREHEAD :( omg then i kanna my fingernails.. then i use nail cutter and cut then mr seow say he very disappointed in me..hahahahaha,idw go up the stage la..and my fingers are naked :( heart pain la :o then go back class for maths..teacher teach the 4th law and i do maths until siao sia.. then 2 to the power of 3 is 8 then i go say;6 teacher;huh? me;9? agnes;huh?no la.. teacher;*laughing at me* me;huh?then wad? teacher;*check with ur calculator me;*check* anscome out is 8.. wth..T.T maths fail like holly sh!t :( totally gone crazy sia..then do maths..do finish le then history le.. dam tired sia.. teacher keep tok tok tok make me wanna sleep only..then keep laid down on the table then keep wan fall asleep :( then history end liao is phy dam boring one!!! i keep smsing solihin then he call me shh! wth..then tharnush go put solihin's bag at the window there. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! teacher;later the bag drop down and hit the car then u know. tharnush;good la. teacher;then later u need to go down and pick the bag up. tharnush;also not my bag. me;HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! agnes; wad thing? me;u know 3/4 below then if solihin's bag drop down he will shocked agnes;ya,hahahahahaha. me;*smsing him and tell him about it* solihin;idc! wth!!! i laugh until siao sia! agnes;send to him say "wad if ur bag drop from the sky lea?" me;HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA,dw larh.. then recess actually wan stay at class de then mr danisha dun let then go down lorh :( then english class go com lab 4..wth sia i cant log in to the com sia -'- lousy com! :@ then do asknlearn then bored nth to do one.. then PE also do asknlearn -.- hais.. then i keep walk around.. solihin;*got the fake hair at his head* me;*go pull* solihin;*turn* dun pull..then teacher call us write the pe wan get wad grade. me;*write until half way* solihin;*pull my paper away* me;*snatch back* solihin;wan i see me;er,u wait arh,wait arh.. me;*write until half way* chee xian;*pull away the diary* me;*pull back* *pass solihin the paper* solihin;*write"solihin is handsome" on the paper* wth sia!!! i wonder wad is mr seow's reaction when he saw it..wth!!!! then he nvr write on his paper my name :< like that one.. then got 13 or 12 ppl from our class go the old folks home le :o i next tuesday -.- dun feel like going lea..hais,bo bian need to go :( after sch take 99 bus 1 round then go home agn :D
I'm really in trouble..i said that to you..I really go say 사랑해!!! To others i maybe joking,but i'm serious when i send it to you..i feel that i'm really useless..i know that i mean it..and i still tell you in another way..T.T i really really wish i have the guts,even though i have the guts, i'm not prepared to hear ur ans..i really really scare that you will reject me..it is like finally i have fall in love with someone all over agn..My heart is not ready to get hurt once agn.. My heart is so dead for 1yr + u guys should know that my feelings for my last ex is just pity and not love..i cant control my feelings. my feelings is controlling me, it is my owner. It call me to cry when i'm not suppose to,it call me to fall in love with someone when i'm not even ready. if u love me,u would say it to me isn't it?but u didn't..i know that i'm trying to lie to myself for the past few days..u didn't say that you love me so i will treat as u dun love me just to stop myself for falling in love with you..that's wad i can do just to protect myself for getting hurt by you..
