Monday, February 27, 2012 Y 3:22 PM
im really really stress and unhappy wad has fking happen today in the fking hell sch -.- morning having assembly am i really really not happy le..then mt class becos of what antiono said,i started to laugh and agnes's laugher is really the funny..so i started to laugh and tried very hard no to be upsad anymore..after MT class is english and teacher didn't come.. i lent zhi qin they all my poker card they at there playing happily and i need to do homework over here..T.T then do lorh.. actually is anyhow do one..i keep copying ppl's answer.. andy;eh eh,let me see.. me;le go see the gurithy(dk how spell) answer lea.. shi ting;dw larh.. andy;can you stop going around for answer anot? me;you also wad?! andy;hahahahahaha.. me;then still say wo! LOLS sia him.. then keep walk here walk there then sit beside gurithy(really dk how speel her name!-.-) ok then i talk to agnes ma.. solihin;quiet la! noisy sia.(in malay) wth -.- what i do sia? i really so fking noisy to you?! fine! i shut up! go back my sit and emo..omg sia..i kept think until what happen in the past..what they said to me..im irritating..im annoying..dun likes me..meet until me is bad luck..and i kept remember those unhappy times..and i started to cry..and xiang yi keep smsing me..smsing me at the wrong time..asking something that should have asked..i have tried to chill down my feelings and i cant..you are playing happily over there..laughing happily and didnt notice that im crying over there..you didnt even notice why my mood just suddenly changes so much..you didnt even fking notice me..becos im not important to you..then chill down le..then i asked chee xian to play "fishing" with us..chee xian;idw me;why? chee xian;cos idk how to fish me;wth?! not that fish la! is the "fish" la! then play lorh..then zhi qin keep on disturb and keep repeating what he said last friday. then recess keep slapping charissa :P hahahahahaha,sad for her~.~ then go back class teacher never come also..hais..then play poker card lorh :P hahahahahaha,have a good time playing with chee xian,adrian,agnes,shi ting,zhi qin,jun ern and mervin..dam funny sia them..then my mood back to normal le..then FT period teacher havent come in marh then they boys go toilet then me and agnes keep take the dk wad post go paste on mevin and adrian's table then we very the kan chong cos we scare they come back..then we keep laughing like crazy girl sia..then i keep hear until their voice so i go out and see..they really coming bakc sia!! me;THEY COME BACK LE!!! THEY COME BACK LE!!! hahahahahahahahahaha..then i faster go agnes there.. me;they come back le.. me;*run to shi ting there* agnes;*very kan chiong then run and fall down* everyone;HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! wth sia!!! dam freaking funny one norh :x then mood very very good le..and guess wad? -.- something bad happens agn.. me;eh,see mervin's table..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! agnes;hahahahahahahahah!!mervin,what happen to your table? mervin;ohh zhi qin make one.. me & agnes;hahahahahahahahahahaha.. me;*something doesnt seems rite* agnes;hahahahahahahahaha.. me;hahaha?* look at solihin* solihin;*staring at me in a bad manner* me;hahahaha??*what i do?* agnes;hahahahahahaha.. me;eh,chee xian!!! chee xian;huh? me;look at solihin!!! chee xian;*look at him* me;wth sia? agnes;where got? chee xian;dun have le.. agnes;ohh,just now i got see until he stare you.. me;what i do sia,stare until.. seriously,wad i do to you sia? why so angry at me? what have i done? i did nth to you okay! why so not happy with me? ==
seriously,you hate me you can just say rite? no point staring and scolding me for no reason rite? i did nth to you.. if you hates me just say you hate me and dun say you love me..you said you love me and scold me and stares me in a bad way just gives me a terrible feelings..what do you wan from me? i did nothing to you okay..at home,mother scold me and do something bad at me for no reason and i go to sch you did this to me? i hate being at home becos i dun wanna face those unhappy things..at first i thought going to sch and see until you will make my day better and i was wrong rite now..now,you makes me dun feel like going sch and i dun feel like going home..i just wanna be alone outside..somewhere that everyone cant even find me..somewhere i can dun face those up sad problems..somewhere that can make myself clam down and be happy..somewhere you wont able to see until me and give up on me..if i can i dun even wanna be born into this world..you wanna know what i wished today at 11:11am? let me tell you boy. i wished to be together with you,and i can forget what has happen today.. i wished so many times and it just dun grant me..i give up..this is the last time i'm gonna wish that..i love you and what i can do is to give up and move on because i really really cant take it anymore.. times wont heals me,it just makes me more miserable.. if you are able to make me happy every single day then say..and maybe,there is some misunderstanding..
