Sunday, July 17, 2011 Y 8:13 PM

I so long nvr update le..

hais..so bored at home sia.. kor, 100yrs ltr you still wount know wad i'm thinking..you will nvr know my heart and my mind..you are asking my pain today do you know that? :<

i do not know you have gf anot. but i know since the day i chooses the wrong decision,you will nvr be mine agn..i know it was my fault.. it is not that i dun love you it is just that, you should know clear in your heart who do you loved..i know it is her.. i dun hate her becos she is part of my sister..think those days i'm with you, i call you call me but you didnt..and end up she called me..wad dose this mean?i know it rite now..wad a funny thing huh? almost half a year already i then found out this.. forget it.. in your mind the person i love is him rite? your are wrong boy. my heart didnt even love him..i find back him becos i wanna repay him.. but guest wad? i'm so tired of repaying back to him.. i dun even love and have to act out as a way that i love him? funny rite? you didnt know anything about it cos you didnt even care about me before..all the times is i'm caring about you.. you said before i'm your second precious sister, i know it was a lie.. i'm nth in your heart cos in your eyes, i'm nth to you.. wasting effort to make you happy.. not to feel bored.. but you have never ever know that how hard i have tried to get over those pain i'm having rite now..no one know.. i did such a foolish action and i now then found it was all wrong decision.. you may think that i'm a happy girl, but i'm not.. i know i cant prove.. cos nobody knows that such a happy girl in the morning will be the most sad girl in the world at nite crying out all this pain alone.. i know i have to be strong until the day i walk out of this sorrow..

let's dun talk about that anymore :P

my poor daddy,raushan. Dun up-sad le huh? she dun like you is her lost..you told me you wount cry about it. cos you are a guy.. but Friday i told you wad happen, i know your mood and your face changed.. daddy arh daddy, there's lots and lots of good girl in this world..i will always support you one :D hais,my cookie also dk he tmr will bring anot :x i asked for cookie for so many days :x ltr become cookie monster.. oh ya,poor mr tan have to run to clark quay to buy sticky for the winner..hahahahaha,so sad sia.. he still dare to ask us wad is sticky and where is clark quay :P

i have learnt a lesson,that's behind all sorrow, there will be happiness waiting for you..you will never know when it will come but you should know if you open your heart and mind,you will found out where happiness is.. where are your true friends.cos you will never know when you are up sad there's people who are willing to listen to all your sadness and cheer you up :> just think about all those happy times and all those unhappy times will be gone :D

Bye <3 -xiiaobe<3 kikwang-

That Girl♥

Name:xiiaoBe
birthday:10.10.97
School:BLSS
Age:19
Love me without fear.
Trust me without wondering.
Love me without restrictions.
Want me without demands.
Accept me for who I am :)
i'm a girl that is 171cm tall
I'm just a girl that has changed and love to make friends with everyone.
i'm irritating at sometimes but u can bear with me then fk off (:
i love the color purple & red :D
i'm a fan of b2st,they rocks ttm! if you dun like them,pls fk off from my blog cos i dun welcome you here.
i'm very sensitive with what people say to me. i'm more sensitive with the person i love.
And the last thing,welcome to my blog :D

Wishlist♥,

glitter-graphics.com

0)~~attached♥~~
1)waiting for you to come sg♥
2)have a better life
3)Earn more $$$
4)get into the place i wan
5)~~find until jobs~~
6)~~enjoy my holidays~~
7)have more new friends
8)~~stop history from repeating~~
9)meet up my bitches soon
10)let no one step out of my life agn.
11)no backstabber in my life.
12)everyday got jokes
13)~~i wanna have my family outing agn..~~

Precious♥

others

♥♥♥
autum(christina),BFF,lao gong
dark,friend
jason,gan kor
chen wei,maple di
jessy,maple jie,gan jie
jian cheng,mei fu,close friend
stanley,kor ^-^
ribbon,BFF,twins
Ross,close friend 0.0
Soul,close friend ><
celine koh, stead♥♥♥

MPLE PRIVATE SEVER^^

iJASONx3,GP
genhex,kor
iArena,kor
stuhannelee,di
xspacex,er zi
x3iBabyJie,kor
XiaoHero/XiaoLepPer,kor
jaffar,kor
YourMumFly,kor
kisame,di
omgitsrick,er zi
ccookiiee,jie
iTINAx3,jie
sentosa,xi fu
Avaricious,Ah Ma
toopid,mummy
Niib,mei
Shootuebutt,di
Tiifany,close friend
Windx3,close friend
Rampage,kor

~BLGPS
1/7,2/7,3/3,4/1,5/2,6/4♥

♥♥♥
wendy,gan jie
pearlyn,gan jie
lynette,gan mei
li min,gan mei
meiling,friend
hazel,gan jie,sister,lao gong,tuition mate♥
wanjing,best friend,sister,tution mate♥
wan yi,close friend,sister♥
hebe,friend
sok hoon,sister,gan jie
wen ting,friend
kai xin,sister,close friend
agnes,gan jie,sister,rabbit,close friend♥
wanyi,best friend,sister♥
doris,gan jie,sister♥
christine,gan mummy,sister,close friend
lu ying,gan jie,sister
sarah chua,gan jie,sister
sarah tan,black dog,sister
jamie,friend
g hui min,friend
choo wei lin,gan jie
cek ning,friend
zhi yu,friend
wen ya,gan jie,sister
pei shi,gan mei
nuttiluk,gan mei
Macabelle,firend
ye xin,gan jie,Avatar,close friend
isnina,gan jie

★★★
kevin lam,gan kor,brother,under wear
kevin lee,friend
danial,BEST gan kor,da nui,brother
effendy,gan kor
cheng xuan,gan kor,monkey
han lun,gan kor
valent,gan kor,valentai day
nicholas,gan di
mah chi leong,close friend,joker,ma chi long
poh teck,gan daddy,brother
ken lee,friend,brother,auntie lucy
ken NG,firend
zhong jun,friend,brother
yao huang,gan kor,brother,yellow medician
shi jie,gan kor,brother,act freanch kia
lin jia xin,friend
sin kai,gan kor,brother
tenggui,2nd gan daddy,teddy bear
choon wee,gan kor,brother
choon wei,friend,brother
yong yuan,friend,brother
shih gee,friend,gee la
goh jun hui,friend
calvin leong,gan kor,banboo stick,close friend
lee jun wei,percious gan di
eddy,bei ji xiong,dog
patrick,gan di,brother
raytheon,friend,ji dong
zhi wei,friend,monk
chun hao,friend
jian yuan,friend
hao yang,friend
wee keat,gan son,alien head

BLSS

1NA2

CLARA, friend,sister
JUGWINDER,friend,sister
MING YING,friend,sister,CB ying
LIN YING,friend,sister
SWRNA,friend
JIA QI,ah ma,sister
LIYANA,sister,friend
HIDAYAH,sister,friend
YU XUAN,sister,friend,gan jie
SHARENY,firend
SHARIFFAH,friend
NURMAISARAH,friend
su,friend,sister,gan jie
THASHAINI,friend,sister
joey,friend,sister,gan mei
AHMAD,friend
AZMIRUL,brother,gan kor,friend
BRENDON,friend
FADHLAN,friend
GENG HONG,friend,brother,bird bird,gan kor,dog
WEI XIANG,friend
IVAN,friend
FIRDAUS,gan kor,brother,alien,ah aus
SHAREZZA,friend
JUN ERN,gan kor,brother
JIA CHING,friend
KAI SHENG,gan kor,short monster,brother
KEAN ZHU,friend, pumpkin zhu,fat lala
ZHONG YING,friend,housefly
ALFIAN,friend
SABRI,gan kor,brother,sa bi gou,kola bear
JING WANG,friend
ZI ZHAO,friend
TIMOTHY,friend
Antonio,friend,ants
kar ming,gan kor,karming airong bieber,brother,coming

2NA3(zoo♥)

Yi Xuan,babu,friend,joker
Khairuddin,friend,panda
raushan,daddy,tiger :D
andy,xiao bai,kor,brother
Saiyidah,friend
wairen,friend
charissa,sister,friend
anna,sister,friend
ali,alibaba,friend
chinkeong,friend
yao jie,friend

3NA3~ & 4NA3

Sarimah,friend
Manickam,friend
Gayathri,friend :D
Adrian,friend,xiao bai 1
Waznah,friend
chee xian,friend
solihin,friend,babe
zhi qin,friend
Ahmad Syazrie,friend,betie
Thanush,friend
mervin,friend,xiao bai 2
shi ting,friend,sister
aman,friend
khrl,friend

BLSS seniors
veronica
sandra
suping
nicole
hui ning
★tell me if i left u out...
--ai rong—

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Music♥,

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