Monday, March 5, 2012 Y 9:05 PM
OKAY IM BACK! bored die already la..keep playing diamond dash like wad sia.. :x cos im too bored~.~ and anna is replying me late at fb :< on skype with chee xian now ^^ he say he is gonna help wo jail break tmr if cant then wed jail break agn.. ^^ like that good le lorh :D ok la,today morning have assembly and i have cut my front hair and hehe i got my contact lens :DD fk the sch la..so late then got the fan then dw on somemore..wad i poor sch~.~ then go MT class..poker card kanna confiscate liao..he not happy with me say la..gan! then he call my complete the sentence dude,you think my chinese so good? + im not awake in the freaking hell morning! :@ scold scold scold..you dw teach then dun teach la no one call you to teach..you think ppl like you? -.- tok so much.. zhi qin:cann you keep quite for 1sec,you very noisy lea. teacher:you then keep quite la,you so noisy. zhi qin;better than you la. hahahahahahahahahaha!! trolled :P then go back class for english then teacher change to maths :o dam tired then wanna sleep de then suddenly it rain then cold like wad sia..lucky no thunder..or esle gg.com~.~ then teacher let us rest awhile then continue her lesson :o then recess go down they eat i play phone :P then chem mr zui step one fierce nia -.- step until like wad..then go hall for assembly then patrick kanna call to stand up becos we keep make him..then the lao he ma go say headache then she touch her stomach then stomach pain touch her head..wth sia..then luman,firdaus,raushan and patrick go laugh at her..hahahahaha..failure~.~
Is it time for me to make decisions? can i give up on you? i know i can,but i dun bear to hurt you deeply..if you love me and i hurt until you how? im afraid..but you just seems to be fooling around with my feelings like wad my friends have said..but saturday i have learn something and i think i have the idea wad are you worrying about..yea,to say the truth i know that you are staring at me today in class but wad dose that means? other people stares at me too becos of my contact lens -.- we are not together,so i post wad i feel like posting..maybe wad i post can cause fights between you and your friends..but you know wad? me and you havent get together means other ppl still have chance..fight cant solve anything.. and if you trust me well then you will not be afraid that i will fall in love with other guys or wad so eva..but now wad i have said maybe too late..you know wad? my date line between out relationship is gonna end becos saturday it almost gonna get fate soon becos im thinking about wad has happen for the past few days and it let me think that our relationship is like normal friends..but i know that my love for you is still strong but i cant promise it wont go fate after 9days of not seeing your face..9days can make me think alot of things and make up my mind and everything will just start all over agn.. in order not to hurt until you wad i can do is to continue loving you and hurt myself..i tell you i can do it..once i do it,even though how much hurt i have gain from you i can bear..i will put on my best smile and try to smile even though i know that im gonna cry..i will still smile and say nth has happen and i will smile and says that im fine when im not..becos i wont regret loving you..i promise to love you until the day you says that you dun love me anymore,tired of me,find me irritating and i will leave you..love you,baby :)
Saturday, March 3, 2012 Y 6:57 PM
First time posting blog at JB ^^ ps no com and Thursday I got nth to post so..heheh..yesterday forgotten to post >< yesterday dam fun and solihin is Sam freaking cute in class ^^morning having f&n class then boring cos doing work then do finish le at there play poker cards >< then after that is SS I dam tired sia ;o then I keep sleep on Agnes's lap ;x then maths class do finish work le at there play camer hehehe!!!i capture until his face ^^ cute arh :p then go down for recess :p then go back class then the class go crazy sia >< cos the mervin at the stage there got throw the book then all paper fly out..then I at there sleeping then heard until Kai chin at 3-1 quarreling with jorden dam loud at first I thought is Yu Xuan and babu sia :x cos the sound sound alike :x then I down see then come up..then teacher come in face black black becos of those paper in the floor :o then teacher very pek chek liao ma then solihin still go up the stage and jump..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Then he turn and see until teacher's face black black then he still can laugh sia..hahahaha,cute la! Then he is looking at me and laugh becos he saw me laughing at him :x then keep take photo and play poker cards lorh..cos mr Seow nvr come ma ^^ I will continue taking photo until holiday :p ok la..now need to go out soon :o just come here and tell you guys I'm missing him and he is very cute ^^ bye bye. Love him<3
Wednesday, February 29, 2012 Y 8:56 PM
today morning as usual go to sch,nth bad happens :o then chem lesson chee xian keep asking for choco i said wait and he just cant stop asking for it -.- keep repeating in a few seconds and it irritates me -.- then teacher give back test paper and i just pass..WTH?! i didnt even study :o ok,thats my lucky.. i really really need to study during the holidays ~.~ but idk i got time anot..hais..then do correction until half way the freaking sun comes out agn -.- then sit behind shi ting lorh :P then phy class dam boring la..i fail my phy badly..agnes and i keep draw zhi qin table..dam funny one :x then keep laughing about his reaction when he saw it..hahahahahahahahahahaha!! but then is really a boring day -.- dun feel like saying it..hais..ok i shall continue -.- after that PE class..mr seow keep looking at agnes and me for no reason!!! -.- dam irritating..then recess then sel..i got a horny class..class full of perverts -.- dam disgusting.. dam sicko..then mt class play poker then nth to do one..ok,today is dam boring :o only after sch go science center then fun..let the picture tells you what happens..
hehehe,im missing you badly..and im thinking what are you doing and you posted something :o ok let's act blur and treat as nth has happen until he reply sheena :P ok,i SAW DANIAL TODAY ON BUS!!!!!!!!!!! NO CHANGES SIA!!! STILL MY CUTE AND HANDSOME KOR KOR :) i have no idea for wad i gonna happen tmr but,thanks to you;11:11 <3 you have granted half of my wish :) you have successful make him smile today and you stolen my smile away :o but see that he is happy and in mood today it's great :) remember my 2nd wish,becos i will keep repeating it until one day i will stop :o
Tuesday, February 28, 2012 Y 4:59 PM
ok,im bored :x but im lazy to post :o today morning go parade square assemble..i stand until so infornt sia..then EL class then teacher ask got miss her anot then everyone say dun have..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! such a evil class :P then adrian not sitting at his place ma..teacher; you all wanna know what the course i go say what? class;NO!!!! hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!! teacher;i will tell you all.. adrian;also not we studying that course.. teacher;you go back to your sit. then dk wad le larh..then do corrections on the work sheet we done yesterday then play game.. at first everyone's mood is good.. teacher;still got what word you all can form? me;soar is a word rite? agnes;go say soar. chee xian;soar. teacher;*write soar* solihin;neh beh cb. me;*look at him* im totally stun at there sia.. wth.. why so angry sia?0.0 omg sia..suddenly everyone become so scary sia this few days..T.T dam scary one..then after that teacher gives us worksheet to do..i keep thinking about what has just now..keep thinking..why you suddenly become so scary this 2days..then history,get back my results~.~ i study for my history like a dog and i fail! i get 7/20 -.- and i didnt even fking read the ss and i score 10/20 wth is this?! -.- if i burn my text book i will get full marks? :D if that's the way then i will burn it >:) i set a game for agnes-we cannot laugh or angry or sad,no emotion for now- and i keep laughing about it -.- then i slapped myself just to stop laughing ~.~ then F&N cook banana muffin and sponge cake..the smell makes me feel like vomiting!!! -.- ok then recess nvr eat agn then go up..at first idw go down de sia..then the OM chan..so go down.. go down kanna BBQ awhile then go back class for MT test ~.~ dam freaking hard to do sia.. then i keep rushing sia..cos going bell le.. >< hais~ sel nth to say one larh..dam boring~.~
whats gonna happen after today i really really has no idea what will happen but i know there's no good thing..maybe there will have a little?you are not laughing or smiling this few days..what is happen this week? everything just goes wrong >< nth good is happening..hais..oh ya, why cant you guys just learn your lesson? -.- remember wad happen that time?! i knew it that she is gonna interfere our problems and you will be gone from me..i told you that if she interfere then our relationship will just end after few days..and i got it rite..you heart is with her after 3 days..you left me alone over there alone..scolding me for no reason..and you just dun get it after you asked me to go back to you? you throw me alone and let 3rd party to come in..you know how much hurt i have? and i told you not to do it to other girl..and you did it agn and you realize it too late.. all i can say is,When you notice that you wants her badly rite now is too late for you to know how good she was because she have left you.. that inicdents makes me remember that feeling so clearly and now im afraid that it will happen once..and i know i must be brave and not to give up..like wad someone said;must endure just endure until the end..and i have decided to fight until my last breath just to be together with..i know i can do it :)
Monday, February 27, 2012 Y 3:22 PM
im really really stress and unhappy wad has fking happen today in the fking hell sch -.- morning having assembly am i really really not happy le..then mt class becos of what antiono said,i started to laugh and agnes's laugher is really the funny..so i started to laugh and tried very hard no to be upsad anymore..after MT class is english and teacher didn't come.. i lent zhi qin they all my poker card they at there playing happily and i need to do homework over here..T.T then do lorh.. actually is anyhow do one..i keep copying ppl's answer.. andy;eh eh,let me see.. me;le go see the gurithy(dk how spell) answer lea.. shi ting;dw larh.. andy;can you stop going around for answer anot? me;you also wad?! andy;hahahahahaha.. me;then still say wo! LOLS sia him.. then keep walk here walk there then sit beside gurithy(really dk how speel her name!-.-) ok then i talk to agnes ma.. solihin;quiet la! noisy sia.(in malay) wth -.- what i do sia? i really so fking noisy to you?! fine! i shut up! go back my sit and emo..omg sia..i kept think until what happen in the past..what they said to me..im irritating..im annoying..dun likes me..meet until me is bad luck..and i kept remember those unhappy times..and i started to cry..and xiang yi keep smsing me..smsing me at the wrong time..asking something that should have asked..i have tried to chill down my feelings and i cant..you are playing happily over there..laughing happily and didnt notice that im crying over there..you didnt even notice why my mood just suddenly changes so much..you didnt even fking notice me..becos im not important to you..then chill down le..then i asked chee xian to play "fishing" with us..chee xian;idw me;why? chee xian;cos idk how to fish me;wth?! not that fish la! is the "fish" la! then play lorh..then zhi qin keep on disturb and keep repeating what he said last friday. then recess keep slapping charissa :P hahahahahaha,sad for her~.~ then go back class teacher never come also..hais..then play poker card lorh :P hahahahahaha,have a good time playing with chee xian,adrian,agnes,shi ting,zhi qin,jun ern and mervin..dam funny sia them..then my mood back to normal le..then FT period teacher havent come in marh then they boys go toilet then me and agnes keep take the dk wad post go paste on mevin and adrian's table then we very the kan chong cos we scare they come back..then we keep laughing like crazy girl sia..then i keep hear until their voice so i go out and see..they really coming bakc sia!! me;THEY COME BACK LE!!! THEY COME BACK LE!!! hahahahahahahahahaha..then i faster go agnes there.. me;they come back le.. me;*run to shi ting there* agnes;*very kan chiong then run and fall down* everyone;HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! wth sia!!! dam freaking funny one norh :x then mood very very good le..and guess wad? -.- something bad happens agn.. me;eh,see mervin's table..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! agnes;hahahahahahahahah!!mervin,what happen to your table? mervin;ohh zhi qin make one.. me & agnes;hahahahahahahahahahaha.. me;*something doesnt seems rite* agnes;hahahahahahahahaha.. me;hahaha?* look at solihin* solihin;*staring at me in a bad manner* me;hahahaha??*what i do?* agnes;hahahahahahaha.. me;eh,chee xian!!! chee xian;huh? me;look at solihin!!! chee xian;*look at him* me;wth sia? agnes;where got? chee xian;dun have le.. agnes;ohh,just now i got see until he stare you.. me;what i do sia,stare until.. seriously,wad i do to you sia? why so angry at me? what have i done? i did nth to you okay! why so not happy with me? ==
seriously,you hate me you can just say rite? no point staring and scolding me for no reason rite? i did nth to you.. if you hates me just say you hate me and dun say you love me..you said you love me and scold me and stares me in a bad way just gives me a terrible feelings..what do you wan from me? i did nothing to you okay..at home,mother scold me and do something bad at me for no reason and i go to sch you did this to me? i hate being at home becos i dun wanna face those unhappy things..at first i thought going to sch and see until you will make my day better and i was wrong rite now..now,you makes me dun feel like going sch and i dun feel like going home..i just wanna be alone outside..somewhere that everyone cant even find me..somewhere i can dun face those up sad problems..somewhere that can make myself clam down and be happy..somewhere you wont able to see until me and give up on me..if i can i dun even wanna be born into this world..you wanna know what i wished today at 11:11am? let me tell you boy. i wished to be together with you,and i can forget what has happen today.. i wished so many times and it just dun grant me..i give up..this is the last time i'm gonna wish that..i love you and what i can do is to give up and move on because i really really cant take it anymore.. times wont heals me,it just makes me more miserable.. if you are able to make me happy every single day then say..and maybe,there is some misunderstanding..
Friday, February 24, 2012 Y 4:00 PM
im back and im tired :x sry about yesterday >< i wanted to see him badly today after sch..hais..morning having F&N test..it was hard like sh!t!~.~ dam hard one..teacher also nvr say got test then suddenly pop out one test -.- next week need cook banana cake! yucks! then after that is SS dam freaking hell i dun even know how to write manzxc!!! then i see until so many ppl write very long,see le also stress.. i kept peeking on him while he was doing his test >< he is sooooo cute :x he looks quite tired.. then i keep toking to agnes..you know how we talk?o.o we take a pen,didnt on the cap or pen we write on table..hahahahahahaha ^^ dam funny one.. agnes;凸 me;凹 then we keep laughing about that..hahahahahaha.. after that is math..relieve teacher came in..the worst relieve teacher i have seen -.- i hate him.. then he gv us test..i do finish then keep peeking at him agn :x and i saw agnes unglam face >< i keep laughing at her unglam face dam freaking funny one.. then recess..keep poking anna and everyone keep looking at us.. hahahahahaha..im running everywhere around the canteen and poking anna >< then english class mr zhou come in.. me;mai fold my card hor! chee xian;ok la.. teacher;i tear it.. me;NO! teacher;aiyo,i say arh.girl why must shout so loud lea? me;*u tearing my precious cards!!* then zhi qin they all dam funny one..keep play play play then keep wanna make spoil the chair.. then the relieve teacher come in agn -.- he until him also sian.. then he shout for dk what reson.. me;wa,gangster siol.. then jun ern keep make the noise dam funny then he keep play play then teacher angry.. teacher;i say,u wan do what thing also can! just dun make moise to me! agnes;HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA,make noise to me.. me;hahahahahahaha.. lols la..the n continue play then sch end go down 1st floor find anna and charissa.. i keep quite and sit down at that classroom,listening to the same song playing agn and agn..looking at the light blue sky outside the classroom thinking about you badly..T.T i know i just didnt see you for 5min but it is like i didnt see you for 5 weeks and im missing you badly like hell..i wanted to sms you and i know your bill is getting higher so you cant reply my messages..so i didnt sms you..
i stay back in sch every friday just to see your face agn for 30min..maybe more than that..i wanted to see your smile :) but you are moody today during your cca..o.o im running all over the sch becos im bored and i have to rush to jp just to bring my father's working back home.. sometimes it just makes me wonder, loving you is it wired? is it wrong.. maybe we just cant be together..but if we are fated to be together then we are gonna be together..if you are part of my story then you will be inside.. you are busy every single day,every single minutes,every single seconds and that makes you wont think about me..but do you know something?o.o im think about you every day,every hour,every min,every sec..i smsed you and you didnt reply becos you cant and it makes me thinks that im disturbing you.. you told me that you dun know how to reply me..hais..everything needs time..all i need is time to see the truth..
Thursday, February 23, 2012 Y 9:25 PM
sry,i totally forgotten that i havent post for today :o im too tired during the evening and im too busy so i have forgotten :x i have a late post today..T.T ok just say the main point.. joke :P today morning having math lesson and we are having test..i did so quickly and went to sleep happily..T.T then histroy got test also i have read abit but i totally dk how to do!! -.- fk this man.. and tmr got ss and i didnt bring the fking file and textbook home! tmr gg.com! -.- FML! totally forgotten man!!! stupid kor still can say nice one! :@ then phy lesson i saw daddy :o so handsome siol~ hahahahahaha..then i didnt listen to class manzxc >< then recess then EL lesson..then teacher gv out the ans,and i found out that i have alot of mistake! me;WTH?! confirm fail le la! just now i still can happily go to sleep -.- chee xian;hahahahahahahahahaha!!! agnes;wth?! and just now u really fall asleep sia.. me;yea la! :@ omg man!!! I REGRET LARH!! 20MARKS FLY..T.T sad lah!!!oianvoanowenoenoe!!! my totally for maths confirm fail one norh..me;liyana~ maths fail already la.. liyana;fail by how many marks? me;idk..idk my first test got how much le.. liyana;then you still say you fail..aiyo,wont fail one larh. me;fail already.. liyana;agnes,see your friend.. agnes;hahahahaha,she sot already.. me;yea,i sot pluge! really go sot sot man.. then miss faidah say she not coming to sch tmr and the class is dam freaking happy.. hahahahaha,actually i quiet happy la but she got gv homework sia..hais.. i dam freaking tired rite now..T.T ok lets continue..PE lesson,mr seow nvr come so we have to stay in class and i totally went sot pluge.. >< me;hello~ shi ting;aiyer,mai change tone lea.. abit wired lea.. me;ok. shi ting;aiyo,change better.. me;u say wired then you wan me change?o.o shi ting;hahahahha,ya.. me;*keep irritates* shi ting;u change tone la,more quite me;ok.. hello~ shi ting;go say to andy.. me;dw la~ shi ting;hahahahahahaha,go say to him and see how he reacts.. me;dw la~ hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! then tok tok tok they play poker play until half way dw play go toilet or something.. then solihin alone sitting at the table there.. me;arh,see he alone at there emo.. solihin;*stands up and walk away* hahahahahahahahaha!!! then we go my place there and shi ting trying to sit at my sit.. me'*faster go sit down* hahahahahahahahahaha!!! shi ting;*trying to find a place to sit..then we sit down tok tok tok..solihin;*come in and hit my hair* me;*turn and look* solihin;*faster walk away from me* me;*look at him* solihin;*look back at me* me;u hit my hair rite? come back.. solihin'*faster run away* wth sia him!!!sdonvoenoel!!!ok,skip skip skip..then go home!!!
sry im busy with the FMS picture :( i miss those ppl..tmr i will be free lets tok tmr :) bb
