xiiao be

2012-02-17T20:16:00.001+08:00

im not in the freaking mood since yesterday nite! i know i mean nth to you.i mean nth to everyone in this fking whole wide world. no one cares wad happen to me expect one.the only one.my phone is offed in the morning becos im not in mood..early in the morning,the sky are dark,very very dark..cos it's gonna to rain,but it didnt. when i reached sch,the sky is in purple colour <3 shi ting and i went up to class and the door is locked -.- so i just sit down at the staircase and listen to song..my heart is so complicate at that time..i cant do anything to it,but just to sit down there quietly and think about what is happening..then the sch bell rings..everyone is coming up,agnes came up also..but the way she come up is..at first me;*look at the staircase-saw a girl with bangs- maybe is express class girl* shi ting;*look at staircase* me;*it dosent seems rite,agnes hasnt come up..* -look carefully- agnes;*walk like dk wad body keep moving from left to right* me;*wth?! i cant believe that is agnes* agnes;*smile* me;*wth?! is u arh?! agnes;ya?o.o shi ting;omg,i thought is express girl.. me;i also but i cant believe agnes walk in that way.. agnes;wad way? me;the way u walk up the staricase.. the i told her wad happen and she laugh like a crazy girl.. then morning assembly.. me;*look around the class*-wtf?! wad has happen to our class?- after assembly. me;eh,do u see something wired? agnes;wad thing? me;look at the boys hair. agnes;*look around* ohh.. then F&N do corrections then take a laptop then go in fb..then SS at first thought teacher neh come..but he got come -.- he let us watch the mv dam freaking lame and boring..i almost fall asleep.. then end le teacher;left 20min,u can do anything BUT u cannot sleep. me;-wtf?!- fine lorh..dun sleep then dun sleep..then maths my chris gv me and agnes chocolates..then i laugh like sia man!!! at first we go into the class.. zhi qing;eh,gv one larh. agnes;*look at him* mervin;eh,me and ur brother very close lea,gv one la. agnes;*give him* then dk she still gv hu..then no more le ma..then they see until i got. mervin;eh,airong.me and ur brother very close lea. me;sry,i have no brother. adrian;eh,airong. me and ur sister very close lea. me;sry,i have no sister. jun ern;eh,me and jason very close lea. me;me and him not close le. hahahahahahahaha >< me;*gv jun ern one* adrian and zhi qing;eh,gv lea. me;*take one gv agnes* agnes;gv hu? me;ur choice lorh.. agnes;*gv it to adrian* then agnes watch her anime then i nth to do so go find shi ting..then sit beside her..dam funny one norh..they playing poker ma. me; adrian confirm get lousy card one.. then when everyone got the card,mervin get all the 2. they the super no happy so adrian,jun ern and andy go combine their cards together then mervin lose..hahahahahahahahahaha!!! then solihin they all see until le wan join then they come half way only,teacher come and confiscate all..wth sia..then boring lorh sit down and listen to songs.. then i keep beating solihin's hand..solihin;ur hand not pain meh? me;no. Am i suppose to feel pain when my heart is numb? then i keep hitting and hitting until he take away his hands.. my feelings is very very complicate at that time.. si i asked andy to play slapping.. my hand keep kanna slap by him becos i keep losing.. then jun ern come and say wan play with me.. i gv him 2slap on his hands,his hand already very very red and he dun wanna play anymore..and my hand is also very red..i cant play blood so i play the pain.. then recess then english teacher let us watch the ghost show..i at there listen to songs and keep lying on the table..then sel teacher come in dam freaking funny.. we need to check the subject we are taking then must sign ma.. then he need call the name then we go sign.. teacher;solihin! solihin! solihin! *looking at where solihin's sit* but solihin is infront of him!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! solihin;*look at teacher* teacher;*turn and look infront of him* eh,u are here?i thought u sitting at there sia.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! then he did it agn at shaul.. then he did it agn at zhong yin and zhong ying is just sitting infront of him..wa,i laugh like sia.. then solihin write dk wad letter then gv teacher.. teacher;solihin,i dun need your love letter,take it back. LOLS?! then the ahmad keep dancing sia..i keep laughing then mervin also..dam freaking funny..then after sch i went out and i injured my legs..i called some people..but no one come..i bleed so badly and trying to ask for help and no one cares expect for agnes.. i feel no pain becos it was too numb.. and the blood keep bleeding and bleeding non-stop..it bleed for 4+hrs non-stop -.-

My dearest heart,stop crying. you should know it is useless..i can tell you that he doesn't love you..you shouldn't have fall in love with him in the first place. you shouldn't call him when u are injured..you shouldn't message him in the first place..you shouldn't do those things that you shouldn't have do..you cant blame me for wad you have did..you are the one who did those things..and u are crying so badly inside me? i cant stop you from crying inside me becos i know u are too complicated inside me..i have tired to cry aloud but no tears are out..i didn't cut my hand becos i know it wount help..i can do nth rite now to stop wad is happening..you have find out everything today and u just cant stop crying..i cant do anything..i'm too tired to smile or to say a word to you,boy. what i can say is,im really really tired. once i have enough,i shall move on. it is impossible between us..the moment I keep quiet and stop talking or disturbing you will be end or the feelings for u have grown deeper..

2012-02-16T16:05:00.005+08:00

ok,i have to chill down rite now >< im in trouble.. i said something that cant be said to someone.. >< im so dead :D but it is so fun..ok,he dw tok to me le la! just becos i didnt tell him the meaning,he dw talk to me..wth :( i also not scold him..i didnt did anything wrong! ok,morning go to sch at 6+ reach there 7++ then wait for charissa and shi ting then walk to jp with them then meet agnes :D then go eat breakfast..i keep staring at them cos i have nth to do >< then walk back to sch..reach sch go hall,i almost fall asleep at hall sia!!! omg,when the bell rings "i knew it-b2st" is playing.. >< people coming in..when the song ends,everyone is in the hall already..hahaha..then morning assembly got spot check :( then need clip up my hair and my forehead is dam fking naked! NO!!!I DUN LIKE :( LOTS AND LOTS OF PPL IS LAUGHING AT MY FREAKING NAKED FOREHEAD :( omg then i kanna my fingernails.. then i use nail cutter and cut then mr seow say he very disappointed in me..hahahahaha,idw go up the stage la..and my fingers are naked :( heart pain la :o then go back class for maths..teacher teach the 4th law and i do maths until siao sia.. then 2 to the power of 3 is 8 then i go say;6 teacher;huh? me;9? agnes;huh?no la.. teacher;*laughing at me* me;huh?then wad? teacher;*check with ur calculator me;*check* anscome out is 8.. wth..T.T maths fail like holly sh!t :( totally gone crazy sia..then do maths..do finish le then history le.. dam tired sia.. teacher keep tok tok tok make me wanna sleep only..then keep laid down on the table then keep wan fall asleep :( then history end liao is phy dam boring one!!! i keep smsing solihin then he call me shh! wth..then tharnush go put solihin's bag at the window there. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! teacher;later the bag drop down and hit the car then u know. tharnush;good la. teacher;then later u need to go down and pick the bag up. tharnush;also not my bag. me;HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! agnes; wad thing? me;u know 3/4 below then if solihin's bag drop down he will shocked agnes;ya,hahahahahaha. me;*smsing him and tell him about it* solihin;idc! wth!!! i laugh until siao sia! agnes;send to him say "wad if ur bag drop from the sky lea?" me;HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA,dw larh.. then recess actually wan stay at class de then mr danisha dun let then go down lorh :( then english class go com lab 4..wth sia i cant log in to the com sia -'- lousy com! :@ then do asknlearn then bored nth to do one.. then PE also do asknlearn -.- hais.. then i keep walk around.. solihin;*got the fake hair at his head* me;*go pull* solihin;*turn* dun pull..then teacher call us write the pe wan get wad grade. me;*write until half way* solihin;*pull my paper away* me;*snatch back* solihin;wan i see me;er,u wait arh,wait arh.. me;*write until half way* chee xian;*pull away the diary* me;*pull back* *pass solihin the paper* solihin;*write"solihin is handsome" on the paper* wth sia!!! i wonder wad is mr seow's reaction when he saw it..wth!!!! then he nvr write on his paper my name :< like that one.. then got 13 or 12 ppl from our class go the old folks home le :o i next tuesday -.- dun feel like going lea..hais,bo bian need to go :( after sch take 99 bus 1 round then go home agn :D

I'm really in trouble..i said that to you..I really go say 사랑해!!! To others i maybe joking,but i'm serious when i send it to you..i feel that i'm really useless..i know that i mean it..and i still tell you in another way..T.T i really really wish i have the guts,even though i have the guts, i'm not prepared to hear ur ans..i really really scare that you will reject me..it is like finally i have fall in love with someone all over agn..My heart is not ready to get hurt once agn.. My heart is so dead for 1yr + u guys should know that my feelings for my last ex is just pity and not love..i cant control my feelings. my feelings is controlling me, it is my owner. It call me to cry when i'm not suppose to,it call me to fall in love with someone when i'm not even ready. if u love me,u would say it to me isn't it?but u didn't..i know that i'm trying to lie to myself for the past few days..u didn't say that you love me so i will treat as u dun love me just to stop myself for falling in love with you..that's wad i can do just to protect myself for getting hurt by you..

2012-02-15T15:03:00.005+08:00

ok, i'm gonna write a quite long :o and im tired,but i dun feel like sleeping. i'm having a complicate feelings rite now..i hate it becos i'm alone at home and i'm thinking of those rubbish -.- let's talking about what happen today..morning assembly im totally like siao >< hahahahaha.. need sing national anthem then i go 3/4 class there stand beside charissa then i keep say charissa;see they scolding you le la.. charissa;they also scolding you wad.. me;faster,see they calling you le *national anthem playing* charissa;where got? me;national anthem playing la.. me;jia qi~ jia qi;hahahahaha.. then nitonal anthem finish le i go back my class there sit down >< then go back class,mr zui not coming to class becos he is with the npcc and ncc they all..then do his worksheet..omg sia..do awhile only then time past so fast le -.- then phy dam BORING! :@ then go recess then go gym there gather then go the museum..then when we going on to the bus dam funny.. me; walao! this kind of bus?! -.- agnes; wth? Ahmad; $10 bus?0.0 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! me;wa,the bus so lao ya -.- agnes; the bus confirm dam smell one. me; ya la,u see the uncle also covering his nose.. bus uncle;-staring at me- me; -.- then go up the bus.. wa, seriously dam smelly!!! lucky i nvr eat sia!! or else i confirm vomit one :x hahahahaha,cute agnes at there half watch her anime half cover her nose :) then andy keep asking me to lend he my mp4 me;no batt le.. andy;dun listen finish the batt la.. me;*took out mp4* andy! andy;*nvr hear* solihin; zhou mo? me;*ignore him* andy! andy;huh? me;u see*show him the mp4* solihin;*kan she mo?* me;*ignore him* andy;ohh,ok?o.o hahahahahahaha,babe kanna ignored by me :P then reached le.. me;*wa,sian* -.- then go shelter there agnes; eeeee,see the lesli tan.. me;HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. he reading newspaper..wth sia.. then need go the dk where ma.. andy;they going where? take bus? 0.0 me;no la,they go in the building there.. then until our turn to go there..then we walk until the bus there.. thanush;* go up the bus* everyone; go where???0.0 dk hu;no we are going to the building.. everyone;HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! lols sia!!! then go up there we no space sit sia :o agnes;sit down la.(in chinese) me;ya la,sit down la(in chinese) shi ting;huh,dw la..wth sia -.- then keep say say say then i dun care just sit down.. solihin; how to say sit down in chinese arh? me;zhou xia solihin;ya la,zhou xia la. me;wo zhou xia liao solihin;arh. hahahahahahahaha.. me;solihin. solihin;huh? make the sound.. solihin;uhm? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! me;agnes,u got hear until? agnes;hear until wad? me;he do the uhm.. agnes;no me;solihin,do agn lea.. solihin;dw. sabri;stop flirting la. me;-.- then i nth to do sia :o me;*eh,firdaus is here!!!**ticker him* firdaus;*look at shi ting* agnes;hahahahahaha.. firdaus;*look at me* me;*smile at him* agnes;he thought is shi ting make him one sia just now.. me;hahahaha.. then need go take bus go around and me..wa sian sia on the bus.. me;*wans to pull agnes shirt* the army ppl;*wanna walk pass* me*pull back my hand* omg sia.. >< first time sia..then the thina go say me -'- then take bus go back the museum see those things..i nvr even listen to wad the person say.. then keep play play play..then go until the plane there me and agnes stand beside mervin marh,then we look so short so we tip toe then i only reach until mervin face sia..then agnes tip teo marh then the solihin come behind us then i go say;see got one short one come.. hahahahahahahahaha >< then we go see the 4d show dam funny one..i sit down then sabri sit beside me then solihin sit beside him then they keep take solihin's hand hit my leg sia..wth sia -.- then i keep ignore them..then charissa come in mah.. then i call her sit at the hole there then i dk there will have air and light come out the mah then the show start le then charissa shout becos got the hair blow out..i laugh like siao sia..then after that got the helicopter thingy then the wind dam fking big sia -.- make until my hair dam messy..then got the lightening thingy very the fking irritating sia!!! and the sound -.- then finish le then go back gather get the water and blah blah blah then get the survey then wait for the bus to come.. then i very tired while waiting for the bus then go on to the bus i pluge in the ear piece into my iphone then andy ask me for phone.. me;i wan listen to song.. andy;your phone got song meh? me;got la.. andy;wad song? me;kpop song. andy;i wan to play games. me;later the song off how? andy;then i listen to it also lorh,if song close i on back lah. me;ok*pass him the phone* then andy 's head need lean on my chair then i need to lean back at my chair then cant move so bo bian nth to do so stare into space solihin;*span his hand* me;*look at him-??-* solihin;*shake his head* me;-omg,he saw i stare into the space?!@#@%#RVRDRNTDBSEBSGVWVWEA!! then go back class take bag then go MT class.. teacher;ok do your own things. me:*yesh!-sleep-* then after sch take 99 bus 1 round then go home lorh..dam tired sia..

This part is back agn..and this is the only place i can express it all out.. boy,I'm loving u like one crazy girl.but I can't express it out,becos I'm afraid that u will hurt me deeply by saying u doesn't love me.if only i have the guts,im willing to tell you how much i love you.if i have guts i would wanna tell you that; boy,i'm missing you every seconds,every min,every hour,every day..i'm missing you like a crazy girl,but when i saw you i just kept quiet. sit down quietly listen to my songs playing agn and agn trying not to disturb you.. only in your eyes my feelings towards you mean nothing,but to others my feelings towards for you is too strong until i cant stop thinking of you each and every seconds.i missing you rite now.i missing you badly every seconds..i wanted to be yours..i wants you to be my boy..i wanna stay with you foreva and not to let go of you.if you give me a chance,im willing to love you like no one can and I'm willing to do anything for you..i realise myself loving you too madly and my love for you is too deep that i dun dare to express it out to let you hurt me..even though sometimes i notice that you have been staring at me,it dosent mean that you love me..hais,let it be..the truth will come to me one day..

LIBRA - The Partner for Life
(9/23-10/22)
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. (wth sia,why i cant get the boy i wan lea? chey,joking.)

2012-02-14T17:07:00.001+08:00

I'm back..happy valentine day :D but I'm single :( aww,so sad :p ok la,let's say what happen today..morning I'm dam fking moody and dam angry becos of that miss lee -.- complain somemore! :@ go complain la! Sux u la! U didn't even ask me I wanna go for interhouse anot and u write down my name on the paper and say must sign it! I sign it then u keep say must come! I dun wanna go.. Then u come and threaten me say if I dun go back to sch u will complain to mdm rohema(dk how spell) go la.. I saw u complain early in the morning! Go ahead lorh! I'm not scare!-.- ok then go back class for English.. Still being moody then need do the "show-not-tell" Wth sia!! Do until wan go crazy-.- then history..I still abit moody -.- then quite bored la..then f&n almost fall asleep!!!! Dam tired-.- then recess wan go back class also cannot..teacher keep chasing us down-.- zzzz..then MT class..I dam noisy at MT class then teacher like so pek chek >< then SEL give out the year book..OMG sia,mr seow look so handsome in there..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!like ZE:A the dk hu le!!!HAHAHAHAHAHA.. Then stay back paint the words lorh..at first they paint then ok.. Then Agnes use tooth brush paint until dam hard then my hand Kanna then waznah paint until my hand!! HAHAHAHAHAHA,Kanna charissa's poison >< then paint then slowly my hand full of colour cos I go draw then the chee xian also come draw my hand!!!AHHHHHHH!!Hhahahahaha then go canteen MT teacher treat me,Agnes and Shi ting eat fruit :D then we go back class clean up then lock the class door..Wth sia!! The door dam hard to lock -.- lock until keep sweating!!! Then go take 99 one round..HAHAHAHAHAHA..Patrick is at old folks home having valentine day!!!!Lmao!!!going to end soon!! Ok at least I'm not lonely today >< bye bye:o if later u bored I will post agn :p

2012-02-13T22:47:00.001+08:00

Hehe,I'm back!!! Today quite fun la..morning MT class teacher nvr come mah so we go to our MT class then we close the lights,HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Then the relive teacher can't find us!!! I laughing like dk wad sia..the teacher say,why off the lights? Then gent hong go reply her;save electricity. I laugh like dk wad sia!!! Then the teacher pek chek then she ask; u got problem ma? Then everyone say no..then she dk say until wad la then Adrian go say; arh then u wan play my mother..HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!! Then the teacher say; u say agn.. Then Adrian go say; arh then u wan play my mother.. Then the teacher say; u said it 3 times means u dun respect ur mother..WTH sia her -.- then Adrian go say;is u say my mother one wad,then u still say I dun respect her..omg sia I laugh like dk wad sia that time..then after MT class, is English so go back form class lorh.. Then I keep pull Shi ting here and there..cos I too bored nth to do :x then teacher come say the irony thing agn then maths..omg seriously I do the maths do until gone crazy Liao!!i do the maths then my maths fail like dk wad sia!!! Then I keep write the date as 1997 -.- really gone siao sia!!! Then We keep talk to mr chris then agnes and him dk talk until where then i say agnes face blush..hahahaha..really got lea,abit only la..then mr chris tells us that His friend laugh not the face red Is the ear red then Me and agnes laugh until siao sia!!Then recess I buy one bottle of green tea then go back class and sleep..Wth sia the class..everyone come in then dam noisy can't sleep sia >< then the chem class need go lab dam lazy to go there sia -.- but no choice need to go so go there play lorh..also nth to do at lab keep think of wad kpop song to sing then see me or Agnes lose >< but in the end stop playing then go back class for form teacher's period..i laugh like mad sia!!! Mr seow call Mervin go up do the hand dance then is very cool one then the Solihin go do then hand dance like dk wad sia!! Then I call Agnes see then we both laugh like dk was sia!!! Then we go bang the table ma..then mr seow say;hu knows sia..maybe u all bang table also can make song..then me and Agnes laugh even worst sia.. Wth!! Then chee xian say we laugh until face very red..seriously I laugh until almost cry sia!! Hahahahaha,then end sch we let mr seow sign DOB ma,then Shi ting go ask him;u haven't go find li hui and dugara? Then he say; no,u wan come with me anot? Shi ting; dw la.. My seow;I go their house alone very wired rite? Me;when u wan go u jio me then I see lorh..Agnes;u got my number rite?u SMS me la.. Mr seow;wa,Agnes..like a boss arh..HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.. Ok I'm not saying those unhappy things -.-

2012-02-11T13:49:00.001+08:00

I have not been posting for so long sia...wtf..my mood is dam fking low-.- no one is reply my fking messages ok,I will stop SMSing ppl..I GIVE UP!-.- ok I have create twitter @xiiaobeluvs can follow me :D ok lets talk about what I remember..hmmm..yea,I remember the day I prank call Adrian with Agnes :D is was so fun..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..at first i reached home and Agnes called me..then she ask me for Adrian's number then I go fb see lorh..then we go call the number!!!HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! It is Adrian's mum number sia!!!LAUGH DIE ME SIA...then we get his number then call him..he is with his friend then his friend keep say lim teh then I go say,eh u know u say lim teh is not only insulting Agnes lea,u are also insulting me lea..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!! Then his friend laugh like mad..then keep toking rubbish dam funny one..then the next thing I remember clearly is,Jason sms me and call me help him cut his finger nails..I call and SMS him for 1hr that Friday..I remember that fking clearly -.- he wasted my fking 1hr and end up send me message and say:sry I'm busy..-'- dam him la-.- then I dun care him le lorh..I can't blame him,I only can blame myself for trusting him too much..then tuesday I got Solihin's number from Azmiru and I got Azmiru's number from firdaus hahahahaha.then I go prank him..I laugh like mad sia that day.. I SMS say,guess hu am I then he reply me in Malay..I laugh like dk wad sia.. Then the next day his phone almost Kanna confiscate by teacher becos he SMS me..then fking hell sia that nite I can't fall asleep for no reason sia-.- then the next day I dam tired then first class is chem,at first I'm very happy cos I can sleep in zui's class then going to fall asleep that time Solihin message me and I woke up sia!!-.- then he say,dun sleep,study la..Wth sia!!! Then I say I tired then he call me sleepyhead -.- Hais,then dun sleep lorh..then he eating sweets marh then I go say him;arh,eat somemore then he say he eating sweets then I call him dun throw on the floor then he say ok..but after recess,I saw sweet wrapper on the floor -.- then I go say him;see got sweet wrapper..then thanush go extra then say;u wan more arh? Then he go take a lot of sweet wrapper go throw on the floor -'- then I dam not happy le..then he still go say:eh,my house need maid lea..u wan come my house be my maid?-'- I DAM DU LAN U KNOW!!-.- WAD U THINK I HU?! NEH BEH C'B!! Then Solihin only know how to laugh..fkers-'- then I sweep lorh..then Agnes file got sweet wrapper then she go take out and throw on the fking floor then seriously I dam fking angry-.- sweep it lorh-.- then MT class I still very angry..need go down to class then Rushan walk pass me then keep call me dog!!-'- FML LA!!-.- then MT class I go sharpen my comb to cool down..then I can't cool down lea..then after sch I SMS Solihin then he keep laughing then Hais,I call him stop laughing then he like going to angry then I go call him dun angry then he become moody -.- then I say sry to him lorh..then the next day Adrian they all say I siao..PLS LA-.- then I call Solihin dun moody lorh..then call him smile..after that I forgotten le la..yesterday I stay back in sch until 3 :D dam fun one I go vandalise the white board :D then listen to songs then Agnes they all need go cca le then no one accompany me and I saw Patrick!!!!! Then he accompany me..I feel like I'm pulling a mad dog around the sch sia-.- he keep walk pass the uniform group then stay with them then I keep need to pull him out..then I saw Solihin at ncc there I then go SMS him say I saw him..but he nvr saw me,Hahahahaha..then I go back canteen he then saw me..then charissa go her cca then me and Patrick sit at canteen there..ncc at there..then Solihin can reply my message sia..wtf sia..idk how he reply one lea..zai Kia siol~ then me and Patrick keep say he confirm will Kanna caught de then he nvr Kanna lea!!!!@:)@-!:@:&/&.@/ then 3 I go find Shi ting then she wan go home so go home with her lorh-.- then ncc under the sun get BBQ!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Wad a sad case :p just now go pioneer sec tuition :o "so many" people come siol~

2012-01-19T19:33:00.001+08:00

I'm back..wa,no time post sia :o btw,today is a quite fun day :D Tmr only got 4 lesson only..morning I go sch earily in the morning then meet Charissa and Shi ting then agnes very late come to sch..first period is maths :o at there do maths questions.cant do finish sia..then I never wear contact lens so hard to see wad Is on the screen-.- bo bian need copy Agnes's. Work.. Then is history..en en never do work then mr Singh so scary sia-.-
He go throw her file,lucky Bo hit until me..it hit until my chair,almost hit until me sia-.- then he gv her chance then he continue his lesson..he like toking to himself sia :D then he ask for the worksheet ans then no ppl ans him..I laugh like mad.then phy,I didn't even buy the textbook and workbook sia.-.- then the teacher go write down my name..then recess I eat nth..then I go siao sia :o cos Shi ting and Anna keep poke me then I straight away run back to class then Shi ting very tired :p then I keep shouting cos IDW them to poke me :p then English dam funny one :p teacher wants us to do composition then agnes go say competition I laughing like siao sia..then I very fast jiu write finish le.. Then I bored I keep wan di siao ppl then at first I thought I will ownself entertain myself de then end up I at there " tsk tsk" then the Adrain look at me..I laugh like mad!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! he look sia!!! Laugh my ass out..then 2nd time I do agn "tsk tsk" then he look agn I keep laughing then he go say "stop it hor,stop it hor" me at there diam diam..then wait awhile I do agn "tsk tsk"then he look!!!HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!i laugh until like dk wad sia..then he know le :p dam funny de..then pe go change then go pe..Wth sia do gym sia-.- then must take weight..then teacher call adrian go up and do the weight and let us see marh then
The sharima keep saying he cute..0.0 then very the...then nvm she still come keep poke my leg sia!! Then do weight lorh then i bored I go "tsk tsk" then
the Adrian look agn sia..Wth..I totally laugh like dk wad :x he keep look sia..only he look nia..Wth siol..then I go agn he look agn..then the Sabri keep on say me dog then run away-.- zzzzz..then the Adrian saw then he laugh at me sia :@ I will bao Chou de!!remember it ah..Tmr I will bao Chou de..BLEH!!! Then go bus stop take bus go home :D hehehe..I got charissa's pic :p

2012-01-09T16:04:00.001+08:00

Omg..I tell u arh..mr see help me charge my iPhone lea :D he's such a good teacher :) And hor,he very good also..actually got one boy,dk hu(cos teacher Mai say) wan take my phone home sia-.- then he saw so he help wo keep then he help me charge lea ^^ so good sia him :) then hor,our class the Adrian and Zhi qing dam bad sia..keep throw me stapler bullets how old Liao -.- I remember the two of them dam clearly :@ my co form teacher;also my Chinese teacher, he dam funny one sia..he say one = wen.I laugh like mad at how he speak >< when mr seow ask me and Agnes like him anot then I keep laughing then he also laugh.. Ahahahahahahaha..now very less will use com le.. Cos I on also boring.. Rather dun on...I will study hard and score good result :D below u can see my battery has been charged before..actually is 80+ but just now itch hand go play games then become so less de XD ok larh..bb :D

2012-01-07T20:43:00.005+08:00

i'm finnaly back..sch is ok..but guest wad? family is not ok! was wrong with him? -.- like scolding me? u called my to go and die today..u have said it today -laughs- remember was u have said today.. you better dun regret it..i will die and let u see one day.. and from today onwards i wont call u my father..cos u are not suit to be.. THERE HAS NO SUCH PARENTS THAT CALL THEIR OWN CHILD TO GO AND DIE.remember wad u have said today..this is the worst day i ever had.. and wad about u boy? u yesterday said that im the best among all..dun u know that u are the only one that can stop me from doing stupid things? and wad happens now? i need u and u are not here.. i will stop crying and be strong from today onwards..cos my life sux :D god treat me badly..everyone treat me badly..no one cares about me.. wad i can do is to stand alone by myself so that i wont fall down easily or get bully easily..father,u just had to remember wad u hv said today! i will not forget this sentence until the day i die.. AND I HATE U FOREVA

2011-11-11T15:31:00.001+08:00

It has been a long time that I didn't post :o ok lets talk about my iPhone ^^ I brought I before i went to Indonesia :p it's iPhone 4s<3 Indonesia is quite fun although some unhappy things happened :0 ok,my cousin looks like someone that I love since I was young..ltr I will post the photo up.. Ok,yesterday I went to cut my sim card,and I shop at jp with Yi hui..we brought some of the things like iPhone sticker & nail polish.. Actually I'm still sick, but I dw to stay at home and do nth so I went out :x I'm finding a job man..if got job pls jio me..I want go do :) cos I'm money face :p lol,joking. I just want a job and Idw to stay at home during holiday..if Mei ling tmr free then I call her go find job together with me..then sunday going down stairs to meet Connie.. I book myself so fast.. But I'm not very happy :( he is being cold towards me.. ;( I tok to him he just keep on replying me lol.. Wth man.. What I did wrong sia.. Being cold towards me for wad? I didn't say wrong thing or wad lea.. You..Hais.. Forget it.. You have changed a lot.. I'm not your precious Mei already mah, that's why you treat me so.. You dun even know that I hate you being cold to me nor ignoring me..remember the past? I got that as my lesson I didn't angry with you for no reason anymore but now, wad goes wrong agn? T.T you hate me or you just wan me to fk off from your life? You can just tell me and dun treat me so cold..it hurts me you know? -.- fine, forget it man..

2011-08-25T20:03:00.004+08:00

Common Test is over. Today is the last day and it ended at 3.51 :o time pasted too fast.. here you're back to me.. telling wad you have said to me before the common test.. here am i gonna face the pain agn.. If you buy for me is just friendship ring or normal ring,then i dun need to worry too much.. but wad if, it is not the both of them? Am i gonna get hurt buy you once and over agn? Do you know how am i worrying rite now? You just owe me 24 hrs + 1b'day present. And i did promise you to wait for you to buy a ring for me..i told you i will wait.. yes,i will wait..but not waiting to get hurt by you agn.. do you know that? you told me it is a surprise.. But i'm already tired of wad is happen for the past few days.. i wish that time could pass slowly and i dun have to face wad is going on.. If you straight away tell me that you cant buy one for me, then i dun have to face anything much.. it maybe cure to you..but it is the best way isn't it? i really really dun wanna repeat what has happen to us when we are young.. quarrel with each other and i really got ignored by you.. i just wanna you to be one of my friend.. one of my kor.. and not to lose you.. all i wan is when i'm sad or happy you will accompany me and face it through with me.. but that wount happen.. like wad xiaolepper kor said; if nobody wants you,you still have kor kor to dote you.. i so wish that i can be single foreva and let kor kor dotes me foreva..but i know that,that wount happen..maybe i shall give you one more chance? maybe? let me think about it first..

xiiaobe.

2011-08-24T20:03:00.002+08:00

sry,i'm back agn..actually yesterday i wanna post one but hor something happen then i lazy post :x well say about studies first then i will what has happen :D well,today in the morning,have PE. dance the MJ dance..dam freaking funny one norh..like got stroke man.. then daddy keep like dance until very funny then i go say him then he call me shut up :( then literature..WTH sia,i'm interested to that Clay Marble story book man :x yesterday i then realized that the book is so nice.. hahahahaha.. then listen to teacher toking ..then recess..wtf,actually i dk wad happen all i know is that; anna go beat charissa then she not happy then go complain to us.. then i tok to her nicely then she is like shout back lurh..but i know that she is at her anger that's why :) i'm not unreasonable :D well then enen say i very bad because i dun wanna help..well,it's their's problem..all i can do is to tell them wad is rite wad is wrong.. in the first place, anna shouldn't beat charissa because she cant beat people without any reason..and charissa should have scold her back. she can choose to ask her nicely wad happen..why she wanna beat her.. and not shout at her.. it will only make quarrel start.. since it's done, i cant say anything.. then science..miss lee today then give out the workbook == siao sia.. then she wan take back the workbook after science lesson man -.- wad kind of teacher is this?! i didn't give her larh..i wan use one lea..then mother tounge..i go take my daddy's bag :D hahahaha..then he keep wan me to give him back..i got give him back larh..i good girl marh >< then maths..boring.. then recess then exam then go jp make cake then eat then play play play..then go home :D

I cried for 1hr, is it worth? i dun think it is worth..but i also think that it is worth.. it was because, the 1hr tears let see carefully who is the one who really cared about me and it let my understand myself.. it is not worth because, even though i cried for 1hr you wount come back to me anymore..even if you come back to me,you heart is not mine anymore :) i know clearly who you love.. just treat that my love for you is gone.. i will find a good guy one day,you dun need to worried about me anymore, because to you i'm strong..but you're wrong do you know that? i agreed that i'm strong when i was young.. people scold me 1 sentence that will hurt me deeply in my heart i will scold back 10 sentence back to that person..but what happen 2 days ago was; i cried for 1hr.. i cant imagine if he scolded me 10 sentence.. will i cried for 10hrs? maybe.. you dun even know at that moment wad am i thinking.. i'm think wad was happen through us and wad has happen during our relationship.. and that's when it hurts me most badly.. the pain is gone rite now..but i do not know when i will come back agn.. thanks to xiaolepper kor for cheering me up :D i wount regret knowing you de;you're the best in the whole wide world :)

Maybe it's important for me to know who's that guy who wrote "i love you" on my paper? o.o maybe that guy wasn't fooling? maybe he is trying to say it and scare i reject him? I believe if he was real, he will come back agn and with his name on it :) like wad xiaolepper kor said;

To my meimei ♥

You are a girl with over a thousand problem but it din make you lose hope in life...

bye. -xiiaobe will be strong on day :)-

2011-08-22T16:50:00.002+08:00

i really thinks that today will be the best day for me..but wad has it turn out into? rubbish?! dun say about that first..early in the morning miss wee not here..everyone thought that she really didnt come..i saw something that is dam funny one norh.. the kean zhu go put timothy's spec on his head..wtf?! then i call agnes go see then when she saw she go say : EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! hahahahahahahaha..dam ugly sia..then second period she came and talk about the i forgotten wad it called..then RAP mr tan keep on asking for PW the video..i wonder how we die tmr -.- then history i keep sharpening my comb..then recess go down eat then go back class cannot go back marh then last time the Councillor i make him one beg me to go down..wth..then after he beg the bell ring..then science keep toking sia.. then miss lee keep on saying charissa.. hahahahahahaha :P mr tan never come into our class sia..congratz man :o then the chin keong come back door to ask for sweet..then i give him then he come back ask for sweet and my MP4 then i lend him lorh..then before going to art class i take out my full-scape and write : HI :D, i'm having art lesson return my MP4 & ear piece during reading lesson.. then the Art teacher dk she wad name larh..dam F***ER norh!!! keep rushing me for my work for wad?!@#$% MENTAL ARH?!@#$% C* =.= i know wad time the class end rite?! keep rushing me for wad?! After that go back class i keep my full-scape..then Raushan; daddy asked charissa for iphone..that time i very angry marh then i go say: cannot. then he call me shut up neh :( then that time i very angry marh then i scold back him..i forgotten wad i scolded him..then i go out see where is chin keong because i wanna him to return my MP4 marh.. then i go out then go back in the daddy call me dun angry :o then charissa asked agnes for extra storybook then got the guava..EEEEEEEEE, dam smelly..then when i wanna say the sentence i wrote on my full-scape, i forgotten then i open and wanna see marh then i saw 8 letter,3 word, 1 sentence ; i love you. WTF -.- i was very shock at that time..then when chin keong came to our class i asked him is it he wrote one..then he go say not he write one..then agnes say is him..then he go scold me say : Not i write one larh, go see the mirror before asking my that larh.. YA,he scolded correctly.. i know i'm ugly and fat -.- you think i wan that? i'm ugly thats why nobody wan me ok?! those who asked me for stead or love me is cock eye ok?! i tried not to cry..but why? you and kar ming keep coming to disturb me? first, knock my chair. i have shouted at you..then not enough? take clip and clip my shirt? i didnt even know that i will cry in class today.. i broke down into tear for almost 1hr.. Thanks to: sabri, firsdaus & Raushan for cheering me up :D And charissa, Agnes & shi ting for the milo you all gave me.. after exam then go home..

Well, 3 word,8 letters,one sentence; i love you. is just a F**king joke from the guy that wrote it isn;t it?! i dun wanna know who wrote it. i rather get keep in the dark than keep on asking who wrote it and think about the F**king incident that has happen today.. i keep think lots and lots of things that had happen i keep on crying.. this ISN'T fun -.- Do you know how much hurt to me when you say that sentence? Putting salt into people's make you happier? Do you know how much pain that person will suffer?

2011-08-21T20:39:00.003+08:00

i'm back :) i'm not quite happy this few days..i keep thinking of all those sad things..well, milk is my best friend :) it let me sleep peacefully without thinking of any unhappy things..i said before that if a guy ask me for stead i will accpect just to forget about you.. well,let wait for that lucky guy to ask me for stead.. hope he will be in my school one.. i will forget about him one day :)

bye -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

2011-08-19T18:39:00.002+08:00

today,as per-normal..jus that got disturb by sabri and he make fun of my face then dam unglam one norh == then dam pai seh one.. but after that nobody say about that le.. he go say i cry sia..wth.. i only very at him only..so dui lian..then after that lesson..then sleep then go jp then go back school for DNT exams :D then slack at school..i'm gonna change my acc..

well,i not quite happy this fews day cos i have decided to give up on waiting for him.. i shall accpect the next guy who asked me for stead to forget about him.. i really really dun wanna wait for him anymore..chinese is call :好牛不吃回头草.. so let's give up on him lurh.. i know that i can move on by myself..i'm strong enough to move on :D

bye -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

2011-08-15T15:46:00.002+08:00

today dk why miss wee the face so black :o then she scolding the class ma..then she say wad,alduts barely lie..then babu go say if lie nose will be long..wth sia..then she dk say until wad parents then andy go say if she go out,she comform get beaten up..me and agnes keep laughing then miss wee face very black sia..ok,nvm.. then rap do the dk wad worksheet..soooooo boring.. then history copy mind map then do worksheet..then rescess. then science stupid miss lee dam irratating..then go do workbook then do science test..then art,i hate the teacher sia -.- then me and agnes keep disturb agnes cos she go call me xiaojie then i go say,orh i xiaojie you my maid lorh..then keep saying her maid non-stop le..wth.. then go toilet she go splash me water then i make until her back wet then karming go say her.. lol then assembly :o

All i knows that one day i will find until someone that will truly loves me :) boy,all i know is that i'm tired of waiting for you..i know i can't get you back. but i dun mind. cos all i know is that good cow dun eat old grass..you may be love other girls and not me. just tell me that you love other girls and not me and let me die my heart. i won't blame you for what you have said. cos i'm not the first time getting hurt by you,you should know that. i'm gonna say this to you one last time : i love you. i will not say this again. i will not say this 3 word ever in my live for you anymore.

소년, 나도 모르겠어 내가 당신과 사랑에 빠졌 못했다는 것입니다 ..하지만 둔 것 같아요 .. 내가 아는 건 내가 당신을 기다리기 지쳐있다 .. 내가하면 안 되잖아요 다시. 하지만 둔 마음. 왜냐하면 내가 아는 모든 둔 오래된 풀을 뜯어 먹으면 좋은 암소는 ... 당신이 다른 여자를 사랑하고하지 수 있습니다. 단지 당신이 날 다른 여자를 사랑하고하지 않는 것이 내게 말해 내 마음을 죽게 내버려. 당신이 말한 것을 당신을 비난하지 않습니다. 내가 당신에 의해 다치는 처음 아니에요 왜냐면, 당신은 알고해야합니다. 내가 당신에게 이런 말을 할 마지막 시간입니다 : 난 널 사랑해. 다시 이런 말을하지 않습니다. 난 더이상 당신을 위해 내 인생의 가장이 3 마디도하지 않습니다.

少年、私は知らない私はあなたと恋に落ちたていなかったということです...しかし、私焦げ茶色はそう思う...私は知っているすべては私があなたを待っているのはうんざりだということです..私は私が取得できないことを知ってバックする。しかし、私焦げ茶色の心。私は知っているすべての焦げ茶色は古い草を食べ、良い牛です..あなたは私の他の女の子を愛していない場合があります。ちょうどあなたが私を他の女の子を愛していないことを私に言うと、私は私の心を死ぬことができます。私はあなたが言ったことのためにあなたを責めることはありません。私はあなたが傷つくことは初めてではないよは、次のことを知っておく必要があります。私はあなたにこれを言うつもりつの最後の時間です：私はあなたを愛して。私は再びこのように言うことはありません。私はもうあなたのための私のライブでこれまでこの3ワードを言うことはありません。

2011-08-12T20:52:00.002+08:00

well,i'm back.. i'm so sleepy :o i didnt go for cca agn == i cant change the habit of it man..just know why i felt sleep :o well monday agnes,eble,yi hui and me when to bugis play acarde then go soul garden eat.. at bugis dam funny one norh.. yi hui at the bugis junction there got the water thingy ma.. then she go call agnes pei her run..haahahahahahahaha!!! then she happily go run in then she see until go water infront of her come out she shock then with her smiling face,she turn back and the water go to her. hahahahahahahahahaha!!!! then got one auntie saw then go say: hui yo... dam funny one norh.. then at soul garden agnes cooking the chicken ma then the oil spilt until her then she at there,wooo wooo wooo... hahahahahahahaha.. then tuesday and wednesday no sch then yesterday got the oral == wth sia.. then today early in the morning english.. then ict.. then pw at there look at agnes blog.. dam funny one norh.. then geo-graphy, i'm half dead in the class already.. then chinese peanut head dk why so angry sia == then i saw until 那个那个 in jp leaa!!! wtf?!@#$% ok,dun say about it anymore..scary sia :o

我相信，如果我们注定要在一起，我们将等到对方满足一些日子.我知道我不是世界上最好的女孩，但我愿意等待，直到有一天，你说你要我回.我会等你，直到世界结束。虽然我不知道你买一个戒指对我来说意义是什么，但我愿意等待，直到有一天，你想告诉我你的意思是什么。

나는 우리가 함께 할 운명인있다면, 우리는 언젠가 만날 상대방 때까지 기다릴 것이고내가 세계 최고의 여자가 아니예요 알고있을 거라 생각하지만 그러던 어느 날, 당신이날 다시 원하는 말을 잠깐 할 수있어, 당신을 기다릴 것입니다 세상의 종말까지. 당신이 나를 위해 반지의 의미는 무엇입니까을 살 잘 모르겠지만 난 기다릴 할 수있어, 그러던 어느 날, 당신은 무슨 뜻인지 말해 줘요.

私たちが一緒になる運命されている場合、我々はいくつかの日を満たすために他の当事者になるまで待機し、私は世界最高の女の子ではないか知っていると信じて、私がある日まで、あなたが戻って私をしたいと、待機する時、私は、あなたを待っています世界の終わりまで。私はあなたが私のためのリング意味とは何かを買うかわからないが、私は待って喜んで、ある日まで、あなたは何を意味するか私にお伝えしたいと思います。

안녕-xiiaobe<3 kikwang-

2011-08-06T20:40:00.002+08:00

i believe that fate will bring us together back if we are the real couple :) i once swear to god that if i god give me a chance to be with you again,i will choose not to leave you anymore..i will stick to you until the day you tell me you dun want me anymore.. i even though i really dun know wad is your meaning of buying a ring for me, i know that i have to be strong,not scare of getting hurt again and ask you: wad is your meaning of buying a ring for me. i know i can do it. people may make of me and you,people may disagree us to be together, people may try to threaten me of you. i not scare of this anymore. wad i scare was, you ignore me and dun wanna tok to me like wad you have did to me when we was young.. at the time you were really really mad at me and you dun even care how i feel..i really really scare you will do that to me agn.. i keep this feelings in my heart for so long,got hurt once and now i'm not 100% sure that you will give me the ans is wanted..but i will still try..if there's a little hope, alittle turst, this will be possible ;o morning so angry with some people sia == but after that i dun care about those things..well, wad i'm gonna scold her that time was : putting salt into people's scar will make you happier? but i didnt..after that go home then go jp meet agnes and yi hui..agnes go scare me and yi hui sia -.- she say wad she cannot go out then after that then say she can go out le..wth..then i keep thinking that yi hui will go anot..then yi hui also keep thinking i will go anot..but after that she can come out la..then we go eat mac then go disturb jugwinder..hahahahahahaha.. dam funny one norh..then go see cloths..then walk walk then play here play there then go home..when going home that time saw hazel,karen,kevin & yeong yuan. hazel keep on kanna own by me..when she tok to me i keep on ok,ok,ok,ok.. then kevin and karen keep laughing sia.. then yeong yuan wan laugh then dun dare laugh.. then she call me go away then i keep on why lea,why lea,why lea.. then she like totally fed up like that..then they all keep laughing.. then after that go home..

bb -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

2011-08-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

i'm sick :< i know i'm gonna have high fever if i dun come home today :o i have skipped my cca for this week just becos of this stupid fever ~.~ lucky my head not pain anymore..morning very very pain sia.. morning english,mr tan like to shout sia == he gv us worksheet do then when he saying the worksheet i let agnes see the k2 photo then she keep laughing like mad sia..wth..then ict do survey..then hor dam funny sia..after survey,we straight away go in com lab without teacher knowing then hor we go in fb :P then recess then pw go the dk wad lab lah,use com :o then geo-graphy..teacher today dam angry cos patrick they all very noisy..then mt..playing bottle caps with karming ._. wtf..he sabo me,i didnt kanna then i sabo him,he kanna..hahahahahahaha..dam funny one norh..then after sch go buy things then go home le..

if my phone got money rite now,i wanna send one message to you,boy. is i;m missing you everyday,every minutes,every seconds T.T i'm seriously missing you like mad.. but my phone dun have money..common test is gonna over soon..is it the surprise is coming? i still really really dun get the meaning of buying a ring for me..

bye -xiiaobe<3 kikwang-

2011-08-04T18:49:00.004+08:00

i agree that i'm missing you :o today at bus interchange i thought i really saw until you..but he wasnt you.. he was just somebody else..if it was you then good norh.. but i will never happen am i rite? :<

-jason-

today,andy said about -.- then at first i'm very happy and he go tell me about -.- and my face totally changed..he may realse it.. maybe he didnt..i think he dun know about anything about it.. i will just forget about that thing..agnes have noticed that my face changed at that moment..seriously i really dun wanna say about -.- from tomorrow onwards..

-the person i hated foreva in my life-

today early in the morning cant wake up to go to school sia :o

reach sch then pe le == dam tired one norh..then recess stay in class sleep :x our class so dirty until got insect :o dam tired norh then very cold..then science == stupid miss lee come in class then on light.. -'- her norh,dam bright lea -.- then do workbook == next week thursday got test sia.. wtf siol..then EL boring la.. then maths teacher teach then say wad wan on lappy then the screen never come out then when we doing work she go make then got lea then everyone at rhere oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..wth siao..then keep disturbing raushan..i keep laughing like mad sia..then throat and my face muscle very pain..but i cant stop laughing ._. wth sia :o sel see the wad ndp rubbish == then recess..today rain non-stop sia..very cold norh..actually today got oral one sia..all thx to sabri he at english class go write oral is postpone to next thursday then mr tan very angry..and i really got postponed..WTF sia.. then self-study babu,patrick and andy argue with the india kp teacher for half an hour ._. just for a hair band..wtf sia.. then after self study, go jp help babu buy ear piece.. then go mac there say sch canteen sell food de auntie..then hor,we eat ice-cream ma..then the auntie ask,wan i treat you all french-fries then eble,agnes and me shack head then yi hui go nod sia..wth..then the auntie go back come back for us sia!!wth == eat until dam full norh..after we eat finish yi hui go take sugar and the dk wad go mix with curry saucer,tomato saucer and chill saucer..at first is very nice but ltr she go add more sugar dam disgusting one norh.. then we play rock,paper and scissors then who lose need eat mah.. then yi hui keep kanna..dam disgusting one norh.. then ltr rule changed..who win must eat..EEEEEEEEEE..i gonna puke when i think until that.. at first i kanna then i eat abit only larh..then eble go divid into 4 pieces..then first she kanna then agnes then left me and yi hui then we go say we wan go home..hahahahahahaha..lucky sia :P

photos on monday :>

Buaii -xiiaobe<3 kikwang-

2011-08-03T16:47:00.016+08:00

fk blogger -.- keep upload photo like shit.. today morning PE kanna bullied by andy :< he kept on snatch away my BB :< then took his bag back to class he told me not to let charissa touch it but when i took it,i accidentally make his bag until charissa bag :x shhhhh,dun tell him or else i will be killed.. then lit. agnes,babu,patrick and me sleep sia..then we sitting in one row then teacher go say,i last also like to sleep like them( = to us) very nice arh,one row.. hahahahahahaha,wth sia..then he keep giving us worksheet sia.. then recess buy food up for babu and patrick.. and i saw kai sheng kanna bashed by dk who ._. then the sec 1 Councillor really scared of me le lea..then science mr tan kanna bullied by me :x then time pass very fast sia..wtf sia.. then MT keep on tok tok tok then time also pass very fast..then maths we also keep toking,playing with hand then hor miss wee keep on angry..then me and babu go do the maths question then keep on discussing then hor agnes sitting between blur blur dk wad are we toking about..hahahahahahahaha!!! then do finish le discuss about national day things..then i go sabo firdaus :P he need to be masscourt(dk how spell):x hahahahahahaha!! then dam funny one norh..charissa,anna,agnes and me go push the bottle on the floor here and there cos we dw throw the bottle then hor i throw until back le lea..then charissa go take back then throw back at me.. wth..then keep push here push there then the bottle fly to the front..laugh die me..then i nvr stop sia..i saw the private paper == the science need draw one..the private parts == then i throw the paper to agnes then she throw to babu then keep throw here throw there then when agnes dk look at where babu go fold the paper into a very small piece then put inside her pencil box then use glue to cover it..dam funny one..then she take it out then throw at babu then he throw to me then i throw to him throw here throw there then he say throw to the front then agnes throw to him then he wan throw to the front then hit daddy's hand then bounch to his table then he go throw infront then miss wee saw then come here beat babu,agnes and me..dam funny one norh..i laugh until stomach very pain sia..hahahahahahahaha!! then until firdaus he go use phone then i go say,firdaus arh..then he kanna ..hahahahahahaha!!then after sch go jp,charissa buy head phone for me lea :D my class like to tag people nowadays <3

while there is happy times,there will be sad times huh :< i know that everything will be alright.. everything will pass and times heal :o idk wad you are planing for..you said it was a surprise,i will be a good girl and wait until that day..

you tried to contact me,asking my friends to beg me to go back to you..let me tell you,NO WAY!! in the first place the person i LOVED wasnt you..in the first place,i didnt even wanna STEAD with you..in the first place we shouldnt be TOGETHER.. now you wanna threaten people again..seriously i very very very very very HATE YOU!! you are the one i hated the most in this world..you are the one who ruin my life.. you are the one who make until him thinks that i love you T.T you are the one who make him think that i'm still thinking about you all day long..forget it ==

BYE -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

2011-08-02T19:41:00.002+08:00

ps yesterday lazy post :o

yesterday agnes nvr come school becos she was overslept :P

yesterday oh shit,i forgotten everything..today morning i thought agnes nvr come sch sia actually she is almost late ==fk the new school rule lorh..morning history teacher nvr come then the relief teacher very stress about our class then DNT boring norh..hear mr liew toking rubbish..then recess hais Malay no recess..then geo-graphy.. i pass man :O i passed my test :D then English mr tan was like dam angry with the class sia :< cos he come in late then patrick he go on the song..then when he come in he wan patrick to give him his phone then he dun want.then andy at there keep on why lea why lea..then babu dam funny he go throw the bottle then hit until the fan then the sound very loud then everyone shocked sia..then music look at express the mv..pw our group havent do sia =-= then maths i at there draw draw :x then recess go 7-11 then come back at Chinese class eat :x then self-study..

i dun know guys ask people for stead is for the shake of having a girlfriend or love them by heart.. i know i once accepted xiaohei but it does not mean that i will accepted anyone that i dun love.. i once swear before i wount accepted expect for someone.. i know the someone is who clearly.. Even though he dun love me, i am the one who gave up on that relationship in the first place. there isnt anyone but myself to blame.. i always listen to his words and remember them clearly and it will affect me if he dun tell me and wanna give me surprise.. i dun get your meaning.. you just tell me diamond and i tell you that i'm not asking that..dun you get it? i'm asking you is friendship ring,normal ring or couple ring.. dun you get my meaning? :< dun always dun wan me to get upset or angry every time i upset you will feel upset..i'm angry at someone you will try to find then out and beat them..you should know that i dun like you to beat people isnt it? i remember once i really really sad and i did really cry and i keep smsing you tell you i'm sad and you kept asking me wad happen but i didnt tell you a single thing, i know that time you is very very worried about me..

well,wad i'm trying to say is,i wont accepted anyone but him from today onward :)

bye -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

2011-07-30T20:09:00.051+08:00

sry for not blogging for so long :x

i gave nicholas his b'da

y present and he passed to him.. he said it was very nice..and he said he wanna buy a ring for me.. i really dun get your meaning.. there's lots

and lots kind of ring but you didnt tell me wad kind of ring you buying..i asked my sisters and

friends about it..all of them is shocked.. wrost one is xiang yi.. she said that my life is a sad life :o ya,i know my life it sad -.- my life sux to the hardcore.. forget it.. i dun have to think about that thing so much rite now.. all i know is that i need to score 75 and above for maths from now onwards.. i dun wanna

not.. i know myself.. i'mmake my life difficult for
myself.. all i know is that i cried the whole nite while i'm toking to you.. cos i felt sad for myslef and wad i have did -.-
life is so unfair.. exams is coming :< today i have no apatite to eat sia.. then tuition keep saying about his things.. dam paiseh one norh..kanna make fun by lin yuan and christina :< si lin yuan go say wad. i dw diamond i wan you..WTF?! you think i dare to say? of cos

not sure of anything.. you guys keep on wanting me to tell him my feels..i'm so scared to get hurt agn.. i'm really really scare..

forget it huh?

bye -xiiaobe<3 kikwang-

2011-07-24T18:39:00.007+08:00

this picture is after my hair cut..BTW,my beloved box<< :> and the watch is for someone..i love to watch very much sia :o ok,friday got PTI until 8++ then come home..very tired so nvr post.. yesterday after tuition got out eat then go cut hair :o after that went to meiling house and tear her magazine :P then meet connie at meiling house then we go jp shop shop? then go find hazel.. slack at our secret place :x for 1 hr ++ then go home..i lazy post..+ no mood :<

buaii. -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

2011-07-24T18:35:00.005+08:00

before my hair cut :o

2011-07-21T19:32:00.003+08:00

i'm back :<

sry, i'm not that happy rite now.. let's tok about what happen today then i will tell you why i'm not happy :o

Today in school celebrate racial harmony. BUT, our class nobody wear traditional costume :p Our class celebrate racist day :x morning PE play until very tired :< then recess then science..miss lee class is soo boring.. i keep on calling mr tan to go away :x then EL keep slacking le..no moody for lesson cos i'm very very the tired..then Maths..ididnt even fk care about what teacher is saying -.- copy what she have wrote on the board then do other things..SEL look at the year book..my face is so fking the dam ugly :@ then self-study do the maths test..wtf? i didnt even listen to class how i know how to do? -.- my test out of 5 question i k=only know how to do 2 rest i dk sia -.- exam conform fail one norh -.- seriously i have no mood saying shool things anymore :<

I saw something that shouldn't been seen today :< both of you are so close..maybe you both is stead le bah :o forget it huh? it's over..i need to be strong..wad jun wei said was rite..maybe you just dun even put us in your first place anymore T.T we are just nth to you..you didnt care for us anymore.. wad is in the past is past..now is now.. i will over come all this problem and i will not be upset anymore.. everyone one is have stead rite now..but i'm staying single huh..i dun wanna get hurt anymore..it is tiring..no one knows how sad i felt..how much i felt like crying out..hazel also not that happy now adays :< maybe it is just becos we sister very less hang out because we all of us is busy :< nicholas aren't replying my message >:( well forget it i still got english comprehension need to do -.- no mood sia..

bye :< -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

2011-07-20T19:09:00.004+08:00

i did this becos i'm bored :P

2011-07-20T15:48:00.005+08:00

i'm back agn :o

i just came back home few minutes ago.. went to eat lunch with agnes :> see i when free then go buy jason his belated present..so boring sia.. let's start talking about what has happen today :P BTW,I LOVE MY FILE VERY VERY MUCH!!! it is full of kikwang's pic :x ok let's start.. today PE play monkey..charissa very fail to be a monkey sia.. she keep on dw catch the ball -.- then she dw play liao..after that is lit..woo the ms jin lesson very interesting.. she said one good point man.. lesson is not just the pupils problem..it is teacher problem too. if teacher's lesson is boring then the pupils wount listen :p her lesson so interesting until our class is sooooooo quite and everyone is listening!! i cant imagine it.. then recess.. i play with yi hui's iphone.. i keep on playing tap tap.. then play until one part alot of key ma.. the i half play half walk then daddy go say lose lose lose == bad sia him..then science.. we keep on eating cookie :P then miss lee saw daddy eating cookie then keep on want confiscate :< but daddy didnt let her take it away :D then do test. then chinese.. teacher nvr come :D but :< the relive teacher is dam boring siol -.- i sleep of two period.. then kean zhu say wat.. this become the sleeping class. then charissa very noisy sia keep on want me and agnes to wake up -.- irratating sia.. keep on calling us to wake up..then when daddy come into the class she go call daddy to wake us up but daddy go say I'm not your dog.. then she come and tap on our shoulder -.- zzzz.. people is tired rite? == then maths..then go assembly..

tok to agnes today :P tok until relationship, i told her kevin,jason and xiaohei when i stead with them, they didnt shout at me before.. then she asked who is the best guy in my heart.. guest wat i hv said? of cos is him lurh.. still dk who? jason lurh.. she asked me why me and him broked up since i said he is the best.. i told her, that time pw is very buzy and lots of school work so i gaved up on relationship..that isn't wad i want..if i didnt broke up with him,i wount know that he asked doris for stead after that.. that's wad she told me.. i remember wad happen very clearly.. after she told me that, he sms to me and ask wad she hv said to me.. he just cared wad she have said about him sooooo much.. At that moment it hurt me deeply..hais,forget it.. he will never understands it..

BYE :> -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

2011-07-19T20:26:00.008+08:00

i'm so bored so i came back :P

And guess wad?

<<<< this $5 saved my life!!! i gonna buy jason's belated present tmr :o i was just worrying when i can save enough money and buy present for him and i went to search for money and i found this!! omgfzxc,i didnt even know i have hide $5 in my shelf :x i'm so boring & nth to do sia.. so bored.. i have done my lit homework in 5-10 min.. i lazy to do the DNT tmr then do.. oh ya, tmr no training :o then hehehe, Saturday go cut hair. Then lin yuan pass me maplesea.. woohoo, finally.. i cant wait sia.. i lvl 28 then cannot play fk the maple -.- i gonna chiong my level to 30, btw, i hate kerning PQ :x cos it sux!! actually is not sux.. is idk how do kerning pq :x then go mc 1 then go mc2 then level 71 le.. think until that then feel like playing now.. i wanna break lvl 73 record ^v^ i kept on thinking about him sia -.- feel like taking my brain out and clear away him from my mind :P but i cant i know him so long le.. well tmr then see what i wanna buy for him..

ByE ^^ -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

2011-07-19T17:53:00.012+08:00

I'm back agn ><

i'm so tired. you can see wad i hv done from today from those pic.. i came back for 1-2 hr ++ le :o i'm so tired and hungry.. wish i can eat my dinner now :x ok, i post first then go eat dinner then do homework :> today history class do mind map,hoping that time can pass slowly.. but it went too fast!@#$%^ then DNT, you should know that mr leow class dam boring one -.- he is really just like a monk man -.- you hear wad he say you can sleep one.. i standing, listening to wad he say, i almost fall asleep sia -.- wad kind of teacher is him sia? after that recess.. then geo-graphy.. Mr lim stalker sia..stalk us in FB he say wad, you all dun think that i dont know you all use phone in my class arh.. i saw you all post things on fb.. WTH?! lucky i nvr add him :o ltr kanna stalk :x after that is EL continue wad we have done yesterday ~.~ very boring one norh.. idw write then end up writting, the other group lah.. keep dw talk -.- after that is music, quite bored lurh.. watch back the same video we have watched before -.- i say watched before then the idiot firdaus call me dun say.. then maths bored until like hell norh!!@#$%^ then MT.. keep on wasting MR chia lesson..cos only got 30 minutes then we make him talk rubbish then waste the time :P after that go home take badminton racket go down play badminton with agnes and anna :o

Now i know why Zhi Xiang kor kor always say i'm very sensitive to things.. i heard what people dun like to say about me one then i will cry or angry.. it's not wad i want wad.. i'm trying to change it but.. let me try my best.. i will stop being childish and be more matual.. i know i'm not good at all things..i know i'm not perfect, cos no one is perfect..

Thinking of you everyday,every minute,every second..hoping that you will be the only guy in my life..hoping you will be the one who share happiness and sadness with me..hoping you will be the one who comfort me when i'm unhappy..hoping you will be the one who will rescue me when i'm in trouble..hoping you will be the one who will help me when i needed you the most..but i know it will never come true..cos i know it..cos you didnt know anything about this..cos you don't even love me now..cos i nth to you rite now..cos i'm not close to you anymore :<

BB ^(o..o)^ -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

2011-07-18T20:55:00.002+08:00

i'm back agn :D

i just done my DNT. And i received a message from a strange person o.o dun care that person lurh..toking rubbish only. kor kor didnt reply my message sia :< hais,forget it.. i just know that someone is unhappy huh?o.o tell me that you are not heart broken :< but you are..you should know who from previous post :P lie to me that you are not heart broken..i know you are guy.. let's tok about what happen today? first two period SEL..i didn't even listen to wad miss wee is saying.. oh ya,and her form -.- i'm not gonna let my parents sign it! After that is RAP.. mr tan keep on want us to greet him but we refuse :P hahaha,so bad sia we..he let us do the wad stupid worksheet about the wad parents blah blah one.. then history do worksheet.. recess got eat the brown rice or vegetarian ice-cream.. very nice to eat,but very exp @.@ so agnes,yi hui and me share money and buy. after that is science,bored sia miss lee class.. then we now keep on playing white glue mah.. dam funny sia the mr tan.. stupid sia him,come into the class then knock on my table :o then i go say "go away lah,dun knock my table lah" hahahahahaha!! he shock sia.. he wanna ask where is sabri then end up say "where is the the the the..." hahahahahaha!!! laugh die me sia..after that agnes play glue half way he itch hand go take the glue wan make me..then when he put back the glue kanna his hand!! hahahahaha!! then he keep asking for tissue.. i call him eat the glue up :P hahahahaha!! then miss lee teach teach teach,actually i didnt listen to her lesson at all norh..i only know Wednesday got science test.. then do quiz.. i got 3-2 blanks didnt fill up sia!@#$% after that is art,dam disgusting one norh -.- we need draw plants rite..then our class go down to the open field then draw trees mah..then i take the pot of tree,very small on up.then the soil there got centipede then hor charissa keep on saying about it.. then blah blah blah..then firdaus heard it sia.. he and daddy go there then stupid daddy go kick it == it run until so fking fast man!! is to our direction not other direction lea!! i faster jump off my chair and run far far away.. wth sia.. then i continue drawing then patrick,andy,agnes they all at there dk do wad shit..i sitting beside babu only heard him shout wad, ltr the centipede will take it revenge.. then when need go back art room i then heard andy say that he dk do wat to the centipede back then the front of the body still moving..wtf.. think of that,all my hair stands sia..then he go push the centipede near the bench then use the bench and kill it.. wth sia..then reading in hall after that assembly, dam funny one norh the assembly until 1++ going 2 le mah then is over the time already.. the DJ say can ask question. then jun ern go rise up hand then go ask wat time assembly end..hahahahaha!! then the DJ take back his thing that he wanna give jun ern one..laugh die me sia.. after that training :o end of the day :P

Buaiibuaii -xiiaobe <3 kikwang-

2011-07-17T20:13:00.006+08:00

I so long nvr update le..

hais..so bored at home sia.. kor, 100yrs ltr you still wount know wad i'm thinking..you will nvr know my heart and my mind..you are asking my pain today do you know that? :<

i do not know you have gf anot. but i know since the day i chooses the wrong decision,you will nvr be mine agn..i know it was my fault.. it is not that i dun love you it is just that, you should know clear in your heart who do you loved..i know it is her.. i dun hate her becos she is part of my sister..think those days i'm with you, i call you call me but you didnt..and end up she called me..wad dose this mean?i know it rite now..wad a funny thing huh? almost half a year already i then found out this.. forget it.. in your mind the person i love is him rite? your are wrong boy. my heart didnt even love him..i find back him becos i wanna repay him.. but guest wad? i'm so tired of repaying back to him.. i dun even love and have to act out as a way that i love him? funny rite? you didnt know anything about it cos you didnt even care about me before..all the times is i'm caring about you.. you said before i'm your second precious sister, i know it was a lie.. i'm nth in your heart cos in your eyes, i'm nth to you.. wasting effort to make you happy.. not to feel bored.. but you have never ever know that how hard i have tried to get over those pain i'm having rite now..no one know.. i did such a foolish action and i now then found it was all wrong decision.. you may think that i'm a happy girl, but i'm not.. i know i cant prove.. cos nobody knows that such a happy girl in the morning will be the most sad girl in the world at nite crying out all this pain alone.. i know i have to be strong until the day i walk out of this sorrow..

let's dun talk about that anymore :P

my poor daddy,raushan. Dun up-sad le huh? she dun like you is her lost..you told me you wount cry about it. cos you are a guy.. but Friday i told you wad happen, i know your mood and your face changed.. daddy arh daddy, there's lots and lots of good girl in this world..i will always support you one :D hais,my cookie also dk he tmr will bring anot :x i asked for cookie for so many days :x ltr become cookie monster.. oh ya,poor mr tan have to run to clark quay to buy sticky for the winner..hahahahaha,so sad sia.. he still dare to ask us wad is sticky and where is clark quay :P

i have learnt a lesson,that's behind all sorrow, there will be happiness waiting for you..you will never know when it will come but you should know if you open your heart and mind,you will found out where happiness is.. where are your true friends.cos you will never know when you are up sad there's people who are willing to listen to all your sadness and cheer you up :> just think about all those happy times and all those unhappy times will be gone :D

Bye <3 -xiiaobe<3 kikwang-

2011-06-28T16:06:00.002+08:00

today is the second say of sch already :O

i'm guai kia ok, i got bring books

i'm gonna study hard from now onwards..

i'm gonna be guai guai..

agnes tmr then come back to sch :o

today got homework sia..

ltr need go do.. yesterday competition, we have lost..

end up i'm crying at home :x

i'm gonna win it back tmr..

i'm so nervous :x

i know we can win anot..

if tmr cannot win i will be very very mad :x

ok, tmr i'm gonna bring the letter!!!

i have make up my mind~!@#$%^

be perpared wats gonna happen :p

2011-06-18T14:48:00.003+08:00

Yoo Seung Ho & Lee Hyun Woo<3

omg,ltr going down to meet connie :D

finally can get out of the house..

but i still got alot of things at home need to do..

hais,sian.. dun care la.

ltr still need pei her do cip :o

hope that it will be fun..

i meeting her at 4.20..

maybe late abit then meet bah?

father today night going genting le :o

i'm fine with that,cos genting also not fun one..

i cant wait to go Jataka and new-z eland nia :x

dun say le..i go do my things :P

2011-06-16T10:52:00.003+08:00

i get dam bored at home sia..

dk when then can go out,next tuesday then got training..

hais..

sian,i off to play tetris battel first then ltr try go find maple ps

then dl and play bah :o

2011-06-15T21:12:00.004+08:00

omg,i just found out i didnt update for so long..

sry,i'm just lazy :x

staying at home is so boring,

find one day try go out and slack :P

i only know November i'm going to Jataka agn :>

hehe,now i only know i need to study hard and

next year choose subject :<

my result is dam worst one norh..

who call me :<

well i guess everything is over and i can study well

and nobody will disturb me studying le ^^

opps..souldn't have said that.

nevermind,i dun hack care..

omg,i cant imagine..

sch reopen i have go for competition le!@#$*

hais, i still can find private sever to play..

maybe wait people introduce to me?o.o

so bored, tmr i shall comeback agn?

maybe? idk la,also have nth to post :<

2011-06-01T12:44:00.002+08:00

sry for not posting for so long.

i just came back from jakata.

i will upload photo once my cousin upload them :x

this is the only trip i have learn thing and had fun with it.

i'm giving up love and break all the promises soon.

i dun wanna love anymore it is tiring..

what make me so tired i know myself.

my cousin told lots and lots of things that make me change my mind.

now i know family is family,foreva is a family.

he told me to study hard.

and i will study hard so that i can score good marks and nov go for his wedding..

i wan to learn all those topic idk in this holiday.

it is my choice now,no one can stop me anymore.

i'm tired of all those threatening and those quarreling.

once and for all i will those all this.

i'm gonna walk out of the black and white world.

and i will say bye to you foreva and be myself back.

2011-04-15T17:57:00.001+08:00

hais,today also rain -.-

why keep on raining de? -.-

just came back home..

hais,dk dear now at where..

sms him,he nvr repy.

call him, cannot call through..

idk la..

i muscle cramp sia..

now very hungry ><

2011-04-14T17:34:00.002+08:00

meow, i'm back ><

so sian :<

the pw hor,i dun feel like doing sia :<

bo bian..

so tired sia :<

today rain until very heavily sia..

all thx to agnes i then can come back :>

omg,so sian sia!!!!!!!!

wan die le :<

omg,today PE my pull up i can do until 13 sia..

first time bodoh!!

i shock sia..

2011-04-13T16:37:00.003+08:00

i knew it,

everytime i wasnt happy,

he would not be there for me..

i'm tired of those fking quarreling with my father -.-

dam him la..

PCB,never make until him come scold me..

you think i wan quarrel with you arh?!

ma de,you are my father so?

big fk is it?!

keep on believing god saying wad,

going other people house then

ppl's things kanna steal then need go jail..

you wan play with me then i pay with you lorh..

is you ask me who wan go jail one lea..

i go jail la,you think i scare arh?!

keep on jail jail -.-

you so believe god,

go die and then go find your god la -.-

Keep on telling me this and that.

wad you say is for my own good?!

i believe you then got ghost lea -.-

you dun even fking know wad i wan bodoh..

is my choice..

not urs -.-

you know wad i wan then say la,pcb.

you say you is my father,have you ever treat me as your daughter?!

No.you didnt!!

you only treat my cousin sister as you daughter!!

you treat her the best,

always tok to her nicely,

then me lea?!

come not even fking tok to me..

wad you call me to do is to do those things i dun like,

scold me for nth.

shout at me when i tok to you nicely -.-

you said you had enough of me,

then you think i dun have enough of you?!

Ma De,you like my cousin sister so much,

go call her be your daughter la,

wan me this daughter for wad?!

ppl's laptop screen spoil,

then you wan help ppl repair,

ppl going to buy new laptop le,

still need your screen repair meh?!

you think you got alot of money arh?!

everytime call you buy things no money,

ppl didnt call you buy for her,

then you got alot of money!!

ppl wan go out also dun let..

ownself go out then can.

wad fking reason is this?!

Wad i cannot make friend with gangster,

then you ownself lea?!

also go make friends with those ppl ma -.-

eh,pls la.

wad you can do i cannot do?!

you dun even treat me as your daughter norh -.-

you know i'm worst than a maid bodoh -.-

always trap at home,

anywhere also cannot go..

stay at home nth to do,

then you catch me and scold for nth -.-

ma de,i rather go out the whole day and dun see until your face -.-

always scold me for wad i do..

then you got think before wad you do anot?!

you got not happy with wad you have do anot?!

of cos no rite?!

scold yourself before scolding me la..

pls la,wad you are scold me is wad you have done before one norh -.-

not happy then dun come home la..

you wan come home then dw see my face then

call me go out la..

you think i wan stay at home and see your face arh?! -.-

you dun think you are my father then can control me la -'-

i had enough le hor!!

i dun have you this kind of father ever since the day i was born!!

i not your daughter..

2011-04-11T21:04:00.003+08:00

i seems that a sense of losing my dear is coming closer..

i got a bad feeling that sometime is gonna happen to him soon..

wad i dw to be happen seems going to happen soon..

the more i think,the more worry..

but i cant dun think about it becos,

something is telling me,he is going soon..

i really dk wad to do..

i got the feeling from saturday onwards,

i just didnt tell him..

i cried about it infront of you -.-

you asked me wad happen to me,

you called me to tell you about,

but i didnt..and still ask me those unhappy question..

i hate it when you ask me those question,

cos i'm afraid to lose you.

i once told you that,

if you are dead,

i will die together with you..

i really dw to be left alone in this world,

with hurt,crying everyday,

thinking you and cant see you everyday..

i hate that kind of life..

i really dw to lose you agn..

you will cheer me up everytime you know i was crying..

no matter how hard you try,

i couldnt stop crying,

but you always dosent gv up,

you keep trying until i'm willing to gv you a smile.

you always protect me from being bully..

always tried not to be angry with me when i done wrong things..

always gv me wad i wanted..

keeping all promise between me and you..

i have fail everything..

that is why i cant laugh happily infront of you..

have you ever think why?

i owe you alot..

the more you treat me good,

the more i wanted to repay you..

you have done lot and all the best things for me..

i really dk how to make it up for you..

now i'm worrying you here..

my heart is telling me,

something bad gonna happen to you..

i really scare that will happen..

2011-04-11T18:28:00.002+08:00

omg,i felt so xia suai on Saturday afternoon sia :<

but hor i felt so funny :x

saturday went to find dear dear ma,

then hor he in his room ma.

house door also open lea ._.

so i shout in lorh

and how would i know is his sister were at home..

i shouted to shout he cant even hear me lea ._.

end up is his sister come out and open the door sia..

but hor,

i say to her,sorry,i not calling you..

then his sister ask who i shouting at..

then i say my dear dear..

then she go shout at him sia ._.

then he was like so moody sia..

but you know wat?

i found it funny sia ._.

i told agnes about it and she laugh like wad sia ><

really dam funny one norh..

today class very boring..

i tell you i can fall asleep one norh..

2011-04-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

omgfzxc -.-

wad happen yesterday was a misunderstanding..

i cried the whole nite about wad he had said to me..

eyes got swollen in the morning :<

i'm damn mood when i go to his house and find him..

on the way i'm wondering i wan to go in anot..

but once i reached his house outside,

i saw his father..

no choice i have to go in..

i didn't go for English class man -.-

then i go for math lesson only for few minutes?._.

after that go meiling's house then go back his house agn..

then go home awhile go out again -.-

then go his house.. lawl..

damn funny arh,

he asked me how i got his photo ><

hahahahaha,i'm so pro ^^

foreva dw tell you where i got your photo from..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

damn funny one is hor,

i take his lollipop and eat then hor,

i eat until half way,

the lollipop drop off from the stick..

then i pull out only got stick..

then he shock sia..

laugh die me..

then he watch tv i go put back

then it came out lollipop and the stick..

then he shock sia..

i laugh like mad sia..

Although cried the hole day,

i know that you will always be there for me..

silence is a girls biggest cry..

i agree with that..

i ignore my dear dear almost the whole day..

cos i'm crying..

the 2nd time is was in your house,

you asked me wad will i do if you died.

i started to kept quite.

i bear with my feelings..

trying not to cry infront of you..

but,i'm not strong enough..

i cried all out..

kept quiet when you call me to tell you wad i'm thinking..

i hate you asking me those question,

you should know very well,

i dun wan those things happen.

i hate it when you asked those question,

i will think until how painful i will be once you are gone..

2011-04-08T14:59:00.003+08:00

have you lie enough to me?

telling me the number is your friend's?

you lend phone from your friends?

wad a lie..

how stupid am i..

trying to believe you when i know it was a lie..

trust you with all my heart..

wad i get back was a lie?

you once said that i with you was just like

i am very unhappy and tired..

you was rite.

i was unhappy be cos you wasn't the old you

i'm tired of those quarreling between you and my sisters..

has you ever think about me when you quarrel with my friends?

you said that in my hearts my friends and my gans was in the first place.

i cant really agree with that.

cos no one has ever replace you in my heart.

wad make you think that way is becos,

when you and my sister quarrel i always side on my sister.

but have you ever think before who is in the wrong?

i always make a fair decision.

maybe to you was unfair..

you wanna know why i cried yesterday nite?

i just only can tell you,

i cried becos you has nvr think how the problems being sloved..

you has nvr ever know how many tears i have wasted on those quarrel..

acting happy infront of everyone when i'm not..

trying to control those tears that are gonna to roll down..

crying in the dark without anyone knowing..

trying to sound as if i'm ok when you called me..

keep all unhappy things to myself and not to everyone..

trying to tell myself that all those unhappy times will past..

but i know it wount..

trying to look at the good side when i know it wount happen..

trying to do lots of things to cheer myself up,

but when everything has ended,

happy times is coming,

the fight started again..

you are not tired of those fighting,but i am tired of those quarreling..

i'm really really tired of all those lies that has made..

i dun even know how to trust you..

2011-04-07T22:55:00.003+08:00

dear,you trying to call me tell you,

wad is your position in my heart..

i cant really tell you that..

cos to you, you are not in that position..

you no need to tell me sry,

cos you are not in the wrong..

i am the one who is in the wrong.

Eventhough your words hurt me alot,

i cried about it, i know wad i am doing..

to you,my sisters all that are more important to me,

yea, you are rite..but you have nvr think about it..

when you and my sisters got problem,

i'm in the middle getting tourchered.

i didnt cried about it, i just wanna you all not to fight.

maybe you just dun get wad i mean.

maybe i say it in a different way.

it is not your fault..

seriously, from young to now,

sry to me is really no cure..

i tried to bear my temper when i'm going to be angry.

i tried to be happy when everyone is fighting..

feaking a smile infront of everyone,

but crying in the dark..

no ones know about it..

i'm really getting tired of this..

2011-04-06T17:38:00.002+08:00

sry for not posting for a very long time ><

i'm addicted to BS -.-

ok,lets no say about that first..

i cried during yesterday nite while toking on the phone with dear :<

he didn't know about it..

cos i didnt let him know..

hais..

he now also not happy..

he is not in mood, and he keep scolding bad words.. o.O

i very guai le hor..

i cut down on scolding bad words le..

today i very tired lea :<

Mt class the peanut cher dam stupid..

peanut cher: now ppl like to say KP,wad is that arh?

me: kao pei

peanut cher: no,it is not that

patrick: is la -.-

peanut cher: then people fight also call KP?

me: is PK la -.-

peanut cher: is KP wad?

me: is PK la..

peanut cher: is meh?

me: nonono,is peanut.

patrick: is PK la-.-

then english class dam boring one norh..

me, agnes and kean zhu keep saying about the BS.

then recess..

after recess, ICT.

mr mak tok like wad sia..

i wan laugh then cannot laugh cos i dun dare ><

see i so guai..

then patrick at there keep laughing..

then agnes keep cover her mouth..

they both hor..

i see until they laugh i almost laugh out sia..

cos i bearing the laughing -.-

then he tok half way..

hidaya: -accidentally make until computer mouse drop-

everyone: OHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

khairuddin: eh cat, got mouse lea

everyone: -look at me-

agnes, khairuddin & patrick: hahahahahahahahahahahaha..

me: -look down & laugh-

laugh die me la..

anyhow la..

then geo-graphy lesson teacher make until i dam sleepy..

then history, teacher make me wanna fall asleep man..

she go show the video..

then i end up go sleep..

so tired sia..

then miss wee come in i also dk..

until agnes accidentally make until me..

then she lie on my lap then we two at there sleep..

then the class call me to wake up -.-

then assembly,sooo boring -.-

after that go jp ><

i very pro lea..

jking ><

2011-04-01T20:15:00.003+08:00

just came back from jurong point.

just called my dear..

i felt

so upset..

why i can only see him from my house?

why i cant see him face to face?

why is my life like that?

god, can you stop bullying me?

i hate this kind of life..

i once said and promise my kor that

once i found him,i will make all up for him,

not to let him upset,angry and felt lonely..

but i didn't done one of them..

i felt myself so useless..

now end up one week only can see him once..

wad the hell am i up to?

i feel like i'm tourchering him..

2011-04-01T15:56:00.002+08:00

i'm back for blogging..

i going out soon..

ltr at nite then play BS with agnes.

raushan is my daddy :D

cos he tiger,i cat ma..

agnes my cousin cos..

she rabbit..

school now quiet fun la :D

cos our class become zoo..

sad for imbapoler, he just found out rachel's thingy..

and now she is gone..

it was just like wad has happen to me 4years + ago..

but i found my dear back..

and i will nvr eva leave him..

i'm foreva his until the day i die..

i will nvr leave him agn..

feel like crying sia..

i seem that i didnt see him for 2 years..

but it is just 2 weeks..

i miss those time he fetch me to school.

he wait for me outside my school gate for me.

bring me back home..

sitting on his bike.

to me,it was just like he suddenly disappear like 4 yrs ago..

but i know it wasnt..

i really really miss him like hell..

i just has to wait for 16.30hrs to see until him..

sad for me lorh..

2011-03-30T21:00:00.002+08:00

sry fro not updating for a long time.

my class now become a zoo.

i become a cat..

it is a long story,i will tell you guys tmr..

i'm having red eyes now :<

and i'm trying to do one box of stars and hearts for my dear dear :D

very tired sia..

yesterday 10+ -11 like that then sleep lea :<

cos i chio pw..

i now got to play BS with agnes le..

bye..

2011-03-25T17:12:00.002+08:00

mother fker la..

he always dun let me egon out and meet my friends,

then he ownself go out and meet his friends jiu can la?!

got this kind of things one meh?! you dk last time now is two different thing?!

you old fashion i new fashion cannot arh?! -.-

nvm,forget it..

the freaking firdaus dam cb one norh -.-

throw my bottle to the floor still wan GL with me?!

eh,pls la. you PW never do i already keep quite le hor..

when teacher scold you all le you all then come and ask wad to do?!

pls la, too late le la -.-

pcb sia, you once told me that you wount anyhow delet my friend from

my fb account with out my permission rite?!

then how come you go delet ppl from my fb agn?!

you know wad is manners anot?!

i have my own friends you have your own friends rite?!

my friend tok to me in a different way one wad..

you go tok to them then you bu suang then

you come say you not happy with them

then say wad they wan find your trouble.

i very freaking tired with you sia -.-

i still wondering how the fk i fall in love with you -.-

forget it lurh.. -.-

2011-03-24T20:20:00.002+08:00

just came back from boon lay market..

my neck & legs pain until like wad sia..

tmr dw bring the freaking school bag go le -.-

pain until hell sia..

tmr nite i need go back malaysia le..

hais..sat then got come back le D;

but got one good thing man.. :>

i go malaysia do contact lens..

i now is dam freaking tired de..

feel like sleeping..but i know i cant..

cos of the fking PW!!!

all dw do sia -.-

today all the teacher like sot sot de..

idk how say la.. :x

cross-sountry run like hell sia..

dam freaking tiring de norh..

run until wan die sia..

bye,i go do pw le..

wish me good luck bah..

wish i can do finish by today :>

2011-03-23T16:44:00.002+08:00

Finally done with this blog skin..

wad happen yesterday had settle le..

but there is one thing still in my mind..

i wanted to tell xiaohei about it..

but idk if i have said those things about him,

he will get upsad or angry anot..

cos i'm really tired of wad is happening rite now..

ppl hated him,it is the fact..

i understand why ppl will hate him..

my mind is full of this thingy -.-

nvm,just say wad has happened today..

today morning i keep saying peanut cher came wrong class..

dam freaking funny de..

oh,ya. tmr late day -.-

boring lurh :<

tmr still got cross country..

after mt is english..

dam freaking boring one..

i didnt even pay attention to cher man..

but you know end up he say wad?

he say i behaved well today..

i pay more attention today -.-

agnes:only today?

mr tan:ya.

agnes: hahahahahaha..

lawl..i didnt even pay attention to him man~

recess le ict..

we keep disturb mr mak norh..

dam freaking funny de..

when class is over..

mr hazrin:thank you class

class:thank you mr hazrin and mr mak.

yi xuan: MAK!

hahahahahahahahaha..

after that geo-graphy..

dam freaking boring..

then history..

boring...

maths..

boring also hais..

form teacher period..

boring also..

after that go home..

2011-03-22T18:16:00.003+08:00

i going to burst soon norh -.-

that guy dam fker norh..

who do you think you are?!

my dear go in for army le,

you jiu come infront of me and stab one bigger than me?

you got join gang so wad?

you got join gang then i scare meh?!

eh,pls la. you smaller than me lea-.-

somemore,you in the morning also keep on making fun of me wad -.-

you dun like ppl say you or make fun of you,

then you dun do it on other ppl la..

ppl do it back to you then you angry -.-

like that you also angry..

then you got think before how ppl felt when you do it on them?

no rite?! pls use your brain and think about it!!

hais,no use thinking of this stupid things..

no use to get angry with this kind of people..

it make me more angry nia..

i tried to make myself happy,

xiaohei's leg was injured i already very sad le.

trying to be happy,end up get scolding -.-

but hor after that i got better becos geng hong and peanut cher dam funny ><

geng hong:Ivan?!@#$%^ lan pa.

peanut cher: Ivan,ni yao da pi gu le shi ma?!

me & agnes: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

behind idk wad happen le...

i also laugh like siao..

after self-study went jp to buy things..

after that jiu go home..

2011-03-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

yoyo, i'm back! :D

i really dw this blog to be dead agn..

i will update it till my dear got out of his army camp which is 2 years time..

maybe more that 2years, cos he still have to go for training for another 2 years..

it has been long i did not update..

Lots of things happen during this period of time..

i just dk how to say..

i use to go to sch early when i was with him..

i used to have lots of problem with my brothers and agnes in school..

and he will fetch me straight away after school..

but today was different..

even though he was not in camp..

his leg was injured...

he just went into his army camp..

just hope that his leg can get well soon..

i was very worry that his leg would gone worst..

cos he just keep everything to himself and dun wanna say it out..

hais..i tried not to cry infront of him but,

i still cried it out -.-

i just dk why..

let see he can bear through this time anot..

i think his leg would recover soon..

hope he dosent get injured agn..

and lets wait for him for 2 years D;

2011-01-30T20:53:00.003+08:00

seriously,i dam upset..
patrick told me that xiaohei say that,
he say he dk me..
is he really forgotten me or angry with me?
i just wanna know the ans..
i slot a message into his house..
i wonder will he sms me anot..
maybe not..cos i think he wount forgv me..
let see will he forgv me anot..
if he dosent wanna forgv me,
it is time to gv up..
i know i'm wasting my time finding him..
i shall stop borthering ppl..
wad has happen already has happen..
i cant change wad has happen..
just let it be..
if heaven wants me to be gans back with him,
he will forgv me and sms me de..
just let it be wad it is surpose to be..
if he cant forgive me,i shall forget him..

2011-01-27T16:33:00.002+08:00

now all lesson i found it boring..
after self-study i went to jp with yi xuan they all..
and we went to mac outside there..
ppl always at there smoke one..
i saw him..i saw xiaohei..
agnes say at first he was very angry..
i also wad he was angry at..
then after that i look at him..
he looked back at me..
we have eye contact awhile and i turn away..
i was so afraid of him..
but when i look back at him agn..
his face totally changed..
he like very sad like that :(
he last time wasnt like that one..
last time he use to be very happy..
but why,he now become so emo..
then yixuan and karming keep telling me xiaohei..
then he was like keep looking at my here..
got one time yi xuan go make fun of me..
then i chase him then he shout very loud "xiaohei"
i stun for awhile and beat him softly..
2nd time,karming shouted
"xiaohei,u see airong lea,xiaohei!!"
i dun know anything ma..
but agnes saw that,when karming shout my name
he straight away turn back and look at us..
i felt myself so useless..
then we go mac with them..
they keep laughing and saying those funny thing..
and no one realize that i'm emoing at there..
only agnes know that i'm upset and emoing there..
i almost cried out when i'm in mac..

2011-01-26T20:06:00.003+08:00

only a fews day only..
so many things happen..
i couldnt expect it..
i was once a happy girl 4 yrs ago..
but since he left me,i become emo..
saturday..i met up with wanyi..
i hv called zhiwei to come down but he dw..
he say he wanna play with his computer games -.-
then we go ourself..
we dk which one his house..
then keep calling him -.-
then his father got tatoo one sia D;
so scary..
wanyi dam brave..
she go up straight away and tok to his father :DD
she ask is him at home,but he is not at home..
his father was dam curious of everything..
keep asking why find him..
wan yi tell him that i wanna apologize to him
then he keep on asking who is that girl :o
then end up i go up and tok to his father :P
his father dam friendly norh keep smiling with me ><
then sunday i wrote a letter and put into his mailbox..
i dun know he got saw my letter anot :o
cos he bo message or call me :(
but i know that he yesterday is outside my sch..
i know he was outside..
my feelings told me that he is outside..
but when it rains,he go other place le :(
i was totally cannot take it and when to ask yi xuan..
today i told him everything..
he promise that he will help me find his number :DD
he is so kind and friendly :DD
if he really found xiaohei's number out for me,
i will nvr forget him as my friend :DD

2011-01-21T17:48:00.002+08:00

u see my hand like wad sia..o.o

like allergic sia..

i also dk wad happen sia ._.

these fews days got alot of things happening la..

fight here fight there

gang wait ppl outside sch..

blah blah blah..

teacher call parents..

friend go GO to find teacher..

then i still finding him like hell

like wad i hv did for 4yrs..

tmr meeting wanyi :DD

cya,bye..

2011-01-18T18:05:00.002+08:00

i really cant believe that i saw him today outside my sch..
let me tell u wad happen first..
today got one fat boy like jing wang size one lurh
go push yi xuan when he wanted to walk..
then yi xuan very not happy ma..
then everyone go on top and find that fat boy..
then the fat keep laughing as if very funny like that
then yi xuan keep scolding ccb ==
then i go tell him stop repeating it lurh..
then he hor
go take the fire extinguisher
then go in shout at the boy say
U BELIEVE I USE THIS AND HIT U HEAD MA?!
i was like WTF?!
then blah blah blah..
then after sch we go find him
at that time he then say sry ==
fker,waste our time -'-
eariler say then wount hv problem le wad..-'-
like wad sia!!!==
then he ans the phone dam funny..
he say wad,the guy 2 times taller then me lea..
then me and agnes keep saying wad 4 times
of his size then blah blah..laugh die..
after that my mood like totally swang..
i sawed him outside the sch!!!
his voice,i heard his voice..
and i sawed his face..
he has nvr changed..
he was still so kind and friendly to others..
i can see that from his face..
i wanted to tell him i was sry for wad i hv did..
i know i hv alot of chance and only in 2 ways..
but it is hard..
i wanted to try :o
i know i will get asked lots of question D;
hais...i still remember wad has happen 4yrs ago..
4yrs,i remeber everything..
i has nvr forget wad has happen..
we met at play ground..
that time idk u is ask me for wad..
and i fell down..=-=
dam paiseh one norh..
then hurt until my back..
dam freaking pain one..
then he come ask me am i ok..
after i stopped crying,
he asked everyone who wants to be his gans..
then i agreed to be..
from that day onwards,
my life changed..
he called me every single nites..
i still can remeber got one nite,
he was really really sad..
i bet he was sitting at his kitchen's window..
he called me,
telling me i was his best sister..
and called me not to break gans with him..
and i promised him..
i cant believe i broke the promise..T.T
i'm really really sry..
i promised him then,
dk wad day..
he held a party..o.o
he was so caring sia..
he buy the bomb dk wad thing then
the stupid zhi wei throw to my leg there!!:@
then it explode..
and burst beside my leg nia..
then dk say until where,
i think until my grandmother and i started to cry..
i started crying badly..
he saw me crying and he call me go aside..
everyone is curious
and they started to come over..
he call them o go away..
and he toked to me..
i remeber at that time i didnt think much..
i cried sso badly that i cant even stop crying..
he asked me wad happen..
i told him everything..
and he call me close my eyes..
and he holded my hands..
and started praying..
after that,he call me stop crying..
cos thats the facts..
then we started playing..
he climbed dam tall..o.o
i cant reach him sia..
he teached me how to climd up..o.o
i still cant,cos too high le..
then i tio catch by the stupid zhi wei :@
he know i dk how climb ma,
he changed the game :DD
he toking to other ppl that time,
i catched him by tapping his legs :x
he look down then found out he got caught..
he go catch back zhi wei..
cos he catched me..haha..
then play until abit everyone started to get bored..
so we tok here tok there
somemore raining sia..
we go into the big shelter..
everyone started playing water..o.o
then everywhere wet wet..
then i that time very active one ma..
i go take his bike and ride..
then when near the drain,
i was trying to turn,
i fall down with his bike..
he saw and came up to me..
he call me leave it there..
he say he will clean it ltr..
so i leave it there..
then we go in shelter..
they took lots of things that can
fill water de..
then i stand there ma..
call come pour me sia..
then i snatch the bottle and pour back them..
then he go clean his bike ma..
when he didnt notice,
i go pour him ><
he shock sia.. :x
he jumped up..
cos he cleaning his bike..
he put his bike there,
then he run :DD
i go chase him then pour him until he all wet wet
then he call me stop cos ltr his phone will spoil..
that day rox man..
but i know,it will nvr happen agn..
cos that time i stead with him,
someone told me bad things about him..
and i hang up his phone..
at playground i didnt took up the call
becos my mother call me go back home..
and from that day onwards,everything changed..
we become strangers.. D;
i dun even know,when could we be gans back agn..T.T
i'm really really sry for wad i hv did..

2011-01-16T11:33:00.002+08:00

i cant believe that i cant even hang on a day..D;
boy,wad u say it correct but i didnt tell you..
i feel like i am torching myself..
YEA U ARE RITE..
i wanted you..im' not strong enough to tell u
i got hurted by u deeply..
becos of u and her D;
no use faking a smile man..
i cant even face u with a smiling face..
i will end up crying infront of u..
i regreat everthing i hv done.. :(
i feel like saying out everything infront of u.. T.T
but i cant say it out.. D;
cos i'm so scare u will hurt me deeply agn D;

2011-01-15T14:36:00.004+08:00

i love you,u love me..
so wad?
i care about ur feelings..
but u dun even hackcare about my feelings at all
u was so close with rachel..
wad i saw is u and rachel..
u stead with rachel better..
no point saying you love me and didnt even
show it out..
sry,i dun wanna be a fool anymore..
i hv enough,boy..
i am very tired of this relationship..
i dun wanna jealouse of u two anymore..
i know u will just say u and her has nth..
if it was a human will say it wasnt nth
surely hv something..u will be mad at me..
so wad? it is wad u hv show it to me..
wasnt i say it out myself..
u like her post..
wad she post u also like..
u post wad she also like..
wad she posted on ur wall is seriously hurted me alot..
i know u both is the best couple in the world!!
sorry,i really dw to play with you!!
I'M NOT FOOL,BOY!!!
i just feel like a 3rd party between you two..
i feel like killing you..
i feel like killing myself more!!
i already knew it would happen..
and i didnt expect it happen so fast..
i didnt know that u would betray me..
u once said i dun trust u at all..
but wad has happen to ur fb wall huh?!
SERIOUSLY U MAKED ME HATED YOU!!!!
I SHOULD HV HURTED U DEEPLY BEFORE U HURTED ME!!
U IS EVEN B@STARD THAN MY EX U KNOW?!
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!U THIS B@STARD!!!
I WILL REMEBER WAD U HV DID TO ME..
I WILL TAKE REVENAGE ONE DAY!!!
TRUST ME..U WILL GET BACK WAD U HV DONE TO ME!!
I AM MORE EVIL THAN U THINK!!!
I WOULD NVR FORGIVE YOU..
I WILL LET U SUFFER!!!!!

2011-01-15T11:24:00.001+08:00

FB hving war sia..wtfreak..
the yi xuan hor got go for camp lorh
still act until like that..
say wad nvr go camp..
yesterday see until patrick laugh
i already know they are acting le norh..

2011-01-14T14:51:00.003+08:00

letting you go is the best way?
letting you go it is just hurting myself..
letting you go and find a new girl is the best for you..
so,bye bye my dear..

2011-01-14T14:30:00.003+08:00

boy,seriously i'm tired of wad has happen these few days..
can stop it? i'm very tired..
stop all those quarreling..
stop those arguing..
stop those fighting..
i'm really really tired of it..
i wan stop all those crying..

2011-01-12T16:40:00.002+08:00

today dam fun siol...
they got camp then hor we play with them :x
then yi xuan dam freaking funny one norh..
he keep making us laugh..
at first do the hungry cheer:
hungry,hungry
very,very
hungry,very
very,hungry
ji-ka-la-pa-pi-ya-pi-ya
ji-ka-la-ka-pi-ya-pi-ya
sah(clap x3)
sah(clap x3)
sah,sah,sah
si sua sua si sua sua si sua sua
then must act cute ma..
then the trainers do sia..
i at the back keep saying act cute
then agnes keep laughing
then
sha sha sha then is makan ma..
beng yam go shout SO LAME!!!
everyone look at him sia..so funny
we keep laughing like mad..
then play the hold the person's hand infront of u de..
then at first is small group ma..
quiet easy la..
then 2-3 together like mad sia..
at first i hold patrick and sabri's hand ma..
then very swizz..
then i like mad woman keep shouting
me:OI STOP MOVING!!!!!!!
me:OR ESLE EVERYONE IS GONNA FALL DOWN!!!
then the guys infront of me one keep laughing..
then all go out then 2nd time dam freaking funny..
i hold back the same person hands
yu xuan:-ran out-
then i inside like wad sia ==
sabri:where is yu xuan?
then i turn back saw yi xuan and yu xuan holding hands ma..
then not stuck ma,so shiok sia them..
me:eh,yu xuan gv me place,i wan go out..
teacher and trainer:-walk to other place-
me:-let go of everyone's hands-
yu xuan:-let go of yi xuan's hands-
me:-go hold both of their hands-
teacher:-saw then face turn black-
patrick:where is ai rong?
yi xuan:ai rong is here..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
andy:wa,cheat sia..
me:andy,wan come ma?
andy:cannot la,the teacher will not happy..
then blah blah..
then group 5 on the right
group 6 on the left..
me,yu xuan & andy at group 5
we like mad sia..
we play play then got one part dam funny..
patrick:oi,andy dun cheat le
andy:wad sia?
then someone saw who is infront le ma
then they saw andy is sitting behind ma..
me:oi,andy go sit infront arh..
andy:-say softly-or i go sit infront then u shout my name la..
cos they know it cant be one wad..
me:ok
andy:-go infront-
then we win sia ><
hahahahahahahahahaha..so fun
got one time dam funny
andy:eh,we only shout ahhhhh la,name let the behind ppl shout
me:ok
trainer:-pull the dk wad thing down-
me & andy:AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
trainer:-laugh-
behind ppl:-shouting infront the ppl name-
then we win sia..
trainer:u all know wad she do anot?-laugh-
trainer:she keep shouting ahhhhhhhhh..-laugh-
me:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
so fun norh after that boring la..
then blah blah blah..
go jp..blah blah..
tmr firdaus got come to sch lea..
got fun le..^^ buaii~

2011-01-11T16:41:00.002+08:00

yesterday was dam funny..
mother tounge lesson..
me:OI,GO SIT OTHER PLACE!!
wairen:dw
me:I WAN DIVORCE WITH YOU!!(miss wee teach one)
-teacher come in-
teacher:wad happen?
patrick:-point to wairen-
patrick:teacher he sit at my place(not his place :x)
me & agnes:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
wairen on his MT book write group sia ==
me:go 3 go sit >>>>!!!!
agnes:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
teacher:you all dw learn,i can dun teach one!!!
teacher:-throw the book to andy's table-
patrick:-go copy teacher,he throw his book at calar's table-
andy:eh teacher,my table lea.
laugh die us sia ==
rest dw say..
i no mood, sry :o

2011-01-07T18:58:00.002+08:00

today morning pe..
1hr pe..
pe i shout like siao zha bor sia==
so xia suay..lawl~
then english..
do wad composition..
all luan luan lai de :x
then recess we go buy rubbish,haha
then went to class see the light..
we like so childish sia><
haha,we act cute :p
then is pw..dam funny
teacher call us choose group
then need to hv malay ma
then we take sabri and firdaus
then we keep laughing norh..
agnes:wad group name?
sabri:power rangers
me:eeeeeee,dw la..how old already?
sabri:then telly tubbish(dk how spell) ><
me:eeeeee,dw
anges:wan wad name?!
sabri:i know,i know.star fish
we all: hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
patrick:-face turn black-
laugh die us sia..
then keep on saying patrick then he bu suang
then blah blah blah..
agnes:wan wad name?
me:dk
mr tan:so wad name u all choose?
patrick:our group name is,mr desmone tan
we all:hahahahahhahahahahahaha
then in the end our grounp name is..
Unknow..LAWL?!
teacher:then ur other group memebers name lea?
agnes:orh
sabri:all put nameless
me:dw la,siao arh?
then blah blah blah
firdaus:u see the teacher head so shiny like mirror arh~
me:hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
sabri:-change the motto-
agnes:eeeeeeee,why u change?where got this motto one?
sabri:this is my motto..
me:orhor,u change then ltr u present arh~
sabri:ok lorh
teacher:ok,now is sabri's group
sabri:eh,patrick u present lea
patrick:who agree sabri to present?
we all:-all raise up hands-
laugh die me norh!!!!
sabri cannt say no so he present lorh..
then blah blah..
music lesson that time laugh die sia..
karming:-change le walk towards me & agnes-
karming:u got the key anot?
me:no,i not monitor
karming:then how?
me:just throw ur shirt inside the classroom la
karming:-throw his t-shirt in-
karming:the black colour bag de is ur bag rite?
me:ya,why?o.o
karming:i throw to ur bag there
me & anges:hahahahahahahahahahahhaa
we 3 is the last three to go music room sia..
while we walking to the music room..
we keep saying the mmmmmmmmmove away..
hahahahahahahahahahaha
me & agnes:kkkkkk ming = karming
karming:aaaaaaanes..
me:eeeeeeeeee,sound like wad sia..
then go in music room then sabri go say me
me:ssssbri
agnes & patrick:hahahahahhahahahahahahahaha
laugh die sia..
then blah blah blah..
then CCA opening house..
so boring.. after that go home

2011-01-06T16:10:00.002+08:00

just came back from jp not long ago._.
patrick treat me mac lea ><
very good hor?(i know very good la) :p
we actually wan go play the dk wad machine de
then machine spoil..T.T
then while walking to popular
i saw something intersting so
went into that shop i saw ear-rings
so we go buy :x
then we go popular find
patrick they all..
then we saw the B2ST
beatiful video then we went in
to the shop and see got wad CD.
B2ST 4th mini album $20+ nia!!!
today in class..
maths we listen to teacher
then recess..
after recess is lady gaga's lesson
we nvr listen to her ._.
we tok to ourself..
then we say until the house pratice thingy
then dk is wad day le
then patrick go say house festival :D
dam funny norh..
then english,we tok to our self
PE,boring la..
SEL lesson teacher let us choose ur place
i sit with firdaus sia ==
same as last yr!@#$%^&*
zzzzzzzz?!@#$%^&*
sooooooooo,hais nvm!!!!
but it is good that,agnes sit infront of me ^^
most -'- thingy is hor,
i place wrong place sia ==
wtf!@#$%

2011-01-05T19:45:00.002+08:00

finaaly i'm back..
i'm so tired..
well,today got chinese
the chinese teacher si bei guai lan
keep tok cock..
make me wanna sleep..
then blah blah blah..
i not going for the stupid camp..
go there also do nth one..
ltr teacher will call my father and ask le.
today class was quite boring..
well,tmr change place le.
miss wee say de :o
hais wish agnes sit infront of me..
dw tok le,i very lazy,bb

2011-01-04T15:59:00.002+08:00

today was fun in sch..
i sit beside agnes..
it was temperally
tmr maybe wan change place le..
hais i'm so freaking sleepy
today at english class almost fell asleep
cos he teacher tok rubbish to us==
DNT teacher dam funny all scary..
laugh die me sia..
after that go hall
dam fking fken irratating norh..
need sit accoring the register number!!==
knn,nvm sit like will die liddat..==
the ms wee also not good one norh..
zzz..next week still got camp..
wth== so ex sia..$90
thought my parents print money arh?==
well i'm in fms..
since he dw on fms,
i hv no choice..
i will be very buzy..
it is his choice,i very tired sia..
i wan go be piggy le :x

2011-01-03T13:28:00.007+08:00

i suddenly feel so lonely..
i starting to hate my life and myself..
i hate myself of wad i hv done
i wish i die better..
the world would be perfect without me..
well,the old feeling just came back into me
it is so hurtful.i remeber the past==
i remeber all those stupid things
have happen to me..
I HATED KNOWING U
U GV ME WORST LIFE
AND MY BROTHER CHANGED
I HATE HIM..
everyone changed..
i'm tired of living..
knn,u dam fking fken irratating with the word sua.
u think u who?!
ppl must do wad u wan?!
i tell u,dun make me i hate u.ccb
abit abit angry.angry then come scold me
have u ever think before u speak?!
keep on tell me sua.u dun even know
i hate ppl saying at word to me when
i am angry.knn keep saying it.hardcore.
u think u very big?!mai GL la -'-

2011-01-03T11:25:00.002+08:00

woo,tmr sch is reopening le.
everyone dosent seems to be happy.
i also..hais,everyone dw sch..
but too bad we hv to go.
sian,new form teacher..
new classmates..
new class..
NEW TEXTBOOK!!!
lawl,random..
i'm so freaking bored..
fb got dam funny thing happen..
the wad,我的最好朋友
laugh die me sia..
dam stupid one norh._.
tmr sch le..idk wan bring wad bag
i got timetable le..
wad i hate most is,
need intro ourself to everyone
in the class and teacher..
dam freaking paiseh one norh==
well,all the unhappy things in the past
is past.it is out of my freaking life.
bastard is also out of my life.
i hv new friends,no new sisters.
cos no one can replace them.
u all wanna replace them?
GTFO,no way i tell u!!
they cant be replace by someone
who dosent know wad happen
among us.sisters is sisters
friends is friends.
well,lets get prepared for tmr
lessons..hope it wount be horrible..
just hope there wount hv fun.

2011-01-01T14:34:00.044+08:00

#1 & 2 :SE BUS

#3 & 4:THE FIRE

#5:HAZEL

#6:HAZEL,DORIS & ME

#7:HAZEL,WAN JING & ME

#8:HAZEL & ME

#9:HAZEL,DORIS,WAN JING & ME

#10:OUR FIRE WORKS

#11:HAZEL'S HAIR

#12:ME

#13:HAZEL'S HAIR

#14:HAZEL,DORIS & ME

#15:HAZEL,CONNIE & ME LEG IN THE BUBBLES

#16:SE BUS'S FRIEND

#17:HAZEL,AGNES,WAN YI,WAN JING,DORIS & ME

#18:ME

#19:WAIT FOR COUNT DOWN

#20:AFTER DORIS LEG GOT INJURED

#21:HAZEL & CONNIE

#22:HAZEL,WAN JING & ME

#23:WAN JING & ME

#24:HAZEL,DORIS & ME

#25:WAN JING & ME

#26:HAZEL & MY HAIR

#27:HAZEL,CONNIE & MY LEG AFTER THE BUBBLE BATH

#28:CLEANING DORIS'S LEG

#29:WAN JING,HAZEL,CONNIE & ME

#30:FIRE WORKS

#31:FIRE WROKS THAT FORMED A HEART SHAPE

#32:DORIS

#33:HAZEL & ME

#34:AGNES,DORIS,WAN YI,WAN JING & ME

#35:HAZEL,AGNES,WAN JING,CONNIE,DORIS & ME

#36:HAZEL & ME

#37:AGNES,DORIS,HAZEL,CONNIE & ME

#38:DORIS,CONNIE,HAZEL,AGNES,WAN JING & ME

#39:THE BUILDING

#40:AGNES & ME

#41:DORIS,WAN JING,HAZEL & ME

#42:IDK HOW TO SAY..O.O

2011-01-01T11:21:00.004+08:00

yesterday hazel,agnes,doris,wan yi,wan jing and me is dam freaking mad..o.o

3+ going 4 like that go out to JP

to eat with doris,we eat slowly..

then take cab to boon lay..

reach boon lay we walk to 211 playground there

we saw nth,then when we look to our right

got boys and girls

me:they over there rite?

doris:i dun think so lea,ltr is 2 ah lian how?

me:i dun think so

doris:there call playground?

me:how i know them

me & doris:-walk there-

wan yi:-turn back and look-

me:is them la

then we tok tok tok..

doris:eh,we go buy things and play la

me:ok

wanyi:babe,u bear to leave me alone at here?

me & doris:-walk away-

wanyi:BABE!!!!

me & doris:-run-

wan yi:BABE!!!!!!!!!!

me:wa,her voice very loud sia..

doris:ya lorh

then we buy finish go back

play play play..

after that we go party shop buy spray all those thing

then go back find hazel..

then she keep going with her bf

then we ownself play

we went back to our fire shelter<3

we play with fire!!!

like last year..

but this year has more ppl

play fire half way

wan yi:u all know sebastian?

me:o.o

wan yi:you all know sebastian ma?

me:my sch the sec 3 one?

wan yi:no,my sch one

me:u already say is ur school one de,how we know..o.o

wan yi:aiya,ltr make friend lorh

then we play play play

wan yi keep on answering calls :x

cos the se bus dk how come..

then tok tok tok,play play play..

wan yi:ltr ppl come must be friendly hor

we all:ok

se bus reached

he dk say wad then wan yi go scold him

me:u call us be friendly then u ownself go scold ppl

doris:ya lorh

then play play play

wan yi:see the yong yuan always stand there

me:yong yuan?? yong yuan la

wan yi:ps la

everyone:hahahahahahaha

then we go play fireworks like last year

last year police come this year also..

then tok to us..

after that go 7-11 cos everyone is hungry

at 7-11 dam funny sia!!!

wan yi sit near the dk wad machine ma

then got one xiiao didi go stand beside her then

the xiiao didi's water bottle keep hit until her

wan yi:OI!!!!!!!

we call him alot of time he dun care us

me:EH BOY,DUN PLAY UNTIL SPOIL LTR NEED PAY MONEY ARH

xiiao didi:OK

doris & agnes:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

doris:he still say ok to u..

wan yi:walao

doris:u try to bang him see he got reaction anot

wan yi:-bang the xiiao didi-

xiiao didi:-no reaction-

wan yi:MMMMMMMOVE AWAY!!!!!!!!!!

agnes,doris,wan jing & me:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

we eat finish walk here walk there

then walk back 211 playground

hazel come join us..

then we spray her like hell sia..o.o

then she clean up the hair le

take plastic bag and cover her head..

dam freaking funny de..

then go road me and hazel tio spray

then hazel keep saying she is spiderwomen

then she keep shouting to everyone say is her b'day

hazel:TODAY IS MY B'DAY.DO U HEAR ME?

stranger:yaya,i heard.

wan jing:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

me:wad thing?

wan jing:just now hazel shout today is my b'day,do u hear me,then stranger say ya,i heard

me:hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

then play play..

goh hui min go spray doris

then doris come back tell us

me:-chase hui min-

hui min:-run-

me:-spray her-

then we wan go play bubble..

so we walk to there

when we walk to there that time..

christine,hui min and christine bf spray us sia..

then they all go chase doris and wan spray her

then there very dark ma,she run then

fall into the drain..

then help her clean up..

then police come..

say police station got first aid

then we go police station..

hazel outside shout then inside can hear sia..

her voice very loud..

then we go play bubble..

then alot of bangala at there dancing..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

it is dam freaking funny one norh..

then we go out..

go back 211 playground

then we act as those bangala and dance laugh die me..

wan jing:-see wan yi's phone-

wan yi:-dk do wad-

wan jing:wad se bus?

wan yi:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

wan jing:who is that?

wan yi:sebastian.

me:ltr he come we call him se bus

sebastian:-look at me-

me:-turn-

wa piang he look at me,i thought he at other place sia

hahahahahahahahahaahahahhaha

i feel i dam freaking stupid..

me:u is wad bus?

se bus:bus 99

then we take video and pic..

then go count down there..

we go 5th floor..then me and wan jing shout like hell

cos we cant hear each other..

now throat pain..

then go 207 play ground..take pic

then got one small boy boy wan walk

then wan yi cross leg got hole ma

he go step the hole then wan yi shout.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

se bus:wan yi,how u go home?

wan yi:my friend's mum drive me home,u lea?

se bus:walk home

me:ltr he dk how go home he at there cry

se bus:-laugh-

after that doris dad drive us home ^^

2010-12-31T08:02:00.002+08:00

wa,feel like dieing sia..
tired also cannot sleep..
too excited for wad?o.o
i also dk..T.T
sian ltr maybe meeting meiling go boon lay sia..o.o
cos no one pei me go le..T.T
dk she can anot sia..
she say maybe cannot..o.o
wa piang i see until the event in fb hor,
like very excited like that sia..o.o
well,i'm tired!!!but i cant sleep..T.T
i still remeber,
we cry together,
we laugh together,
we get into trouble together,
we eat together,
we play together,
this is my sisters<3
forever my sisters!!!

2010-12-30T12:38:00.004+08:00

well,i'm freaking bored :o
morning not feeling well so nvr go training..
tmr is countdown day le..
i dun seems to be excited..
hais,i just dk why..
maybe is becos of him?
things pasted so long le,
almost 1 yr le..i still cant forget..
i cant forget what he did to me,
he this bastard!!! this bad memory..
hais,i just dk wad will happen tmr..o.o
hais..well,i hv to go for that count down
i know i must,or else sisters will angry..o.o
well,lets see wad happens tmr..
31 dec 5pm to 1jan 1am~
maybe no dinner for me also..o.o
last yr i no dinner sia..o.o
jam and jam's brother sux norh==
both are fker..well,i think jason still angry with me
cos yesterday,he scold imbapoler gay for nth
then u all also know i dun like ppl scold my bf on wad..
so i call him STFU,and he angry le ==

2010-12-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

IMBAPOLER IS MINE,DUN SNATCH AWAY FROM ME!!! XD

2010-12-29T08:10:00.002+08:00

well,i'm back ._.
sian ltr need go for training le..
wait for him to online,but i dun think he will on==
he yesterday keep sending wrong messages
and i suspect,but i dun think it was real that he will hv
another gf..if he has one,i just dk wad to do,cos i still love him
well,i dun think it was real..

2010-12-25T14:36:00.003+08:00

i got everything wrong..
i thought i was ur best sister,and i got u wrong
u has no difference with others who has new friend
and throw away the old ones..
i'm disappointed in u..
u were my best kor since the first day we met..
after 7yrs + i turn into 2nd place in ur heart,as in mei?!
hais,forget it..

2010-12-02T15:59:00.002+08:00

it has been long that i never update my blog..
i cant believe at yesterday i saw him at boon lay shopping center
he nvr saw my because
when he walk straight i was just beside him only
i dun even know i still love him anot..
it is complicated..
when i saw him,everything just came back to my mind
all those memory that i dun wan to remember all came back==
i really once forgotten it,but when i saw ur name or wat so ever it came back
i hated u once,but it was just temporally..
when can i forget all those memory?
and count down is coming..hais..
i remember wad happen on last year count down
i nvr forget a single thing..
hais..wad will happen on this year count down?
who will knows? until that day everyone will know..
i should hv forgotten u becos u destory my life
but idk why i cant..T.T
i still can remember what u hv did to me
i got problem u always be there for me
when i was unhappy u cheer me up
u will always be there to protects me
and christina,if u dun like stanley kor so much then delet his number
and everything away la ==
keep on telling my this and that..
yes,i once hated him becos he treaten me to be his gf
but i gved him a chance so can u stop scolding him?==
if i can forgot everything,u will be out of my life..

2010-10-11T14:16:00.002+08:00

today maths paper 1
dun know is easy or hard ==
cause i cant say..
if i say hard got good mark,not good
say easy got good marks also not good ==
after exams when to jp with joey,yixin & patrick
we go eat finish want go buy bubble tea
saw lynette & luying..
tok to them for super long time
then lynette told me that pearlyn is coming
me luying & lynette laugh like mad~
then when pearlyn came
we all laugh like mad cause patrick become
diam diam^^ hahahahahahhahahahahahha..
after that yixin & joey go home..
then we go play..like siao man~
patrick:*touch until lynette's hand*
lynette:DUN TOUCH ME~
me:HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
i keep laughing like mad sia..
then we listen to song..etc~
then tok tok..after that go home
11/10/10♥

2010-10-09T10:27:00.004+08:00

hais,i found that i'm dam lazy to post==
lets tok about hmmm,wednesday?
ya it is wednesday ==
morning go sch as pernormal..
then reading in sch..i thnk so ==
i got STM le larh..
hmm,then history..
i really forgotten what has happen on wednesday ==
thursday also forgotten ==
tok about yesterday better
yesterday morning maths
class very niosy ==
jing wang keep on playing with fan~
me:jing wang!!stop playing larh dog sia u..
class:orh hor!!!!name calling
miss wong:*turn back and look at us*
me:DIAM LARH!!
class:diam diam*
ming ying:ai rong
me:*turn back and look at her*
ming ying:good one..
miss wong keep on shouting like what hor~==
after that art draw our name ^^
after that recess..
after that is geography i at there colour>.<
azmiru:wa,nice sia
firdaus:*look look*
me:*going to poke him*
firdaus:*do the sparinng style*
me & him:hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahha
azmiru:yes,2 more days to bash ai rong up
me:sunday lea,no sch,how bash me?
azmiru:go ur house bash u
me:lol
after is mother tounge..
i dun care teacher
we all at the back playing toking and drawing
english alot of ppl never bring hearts file
got punish outside of the class..
i go bring,so guai ^^
after that go home never bring house key ==
call meiling come down pei wo
then we at there tok tok..
we at car park siol..
alot of things happen..
until 3+ going 4
i then go home ^^

2010-10-05T14:57:00.009+08:00

B2ST new song ^^
today lots of teachers never come sia ==
wth sia..only got 4 period have lesson..
nonono is counted as 1 ==
only PE lesson got learn until things rest
everyone enjoying man ==
after recess was dam funny liao..
they are throwing paper ball
and paper planes everywhere ==
teacher come in dun care us..
they just at there play..
i at there listen song teacher never come confiscate
1 period over we go com lab
before that i got use shareny iphone
go in fb then they go comment u can go see on fb
the idiot firdaus keep on spaming me then i say if he
keep on spaming me he go back class he die
then hor too late he spam until non-stop
after that is azmiru..he go call sabri spam me
then he keep laughing i go pull his hair..
who call him sit behind me in com lab :x
they 3 spam until very fun..
when going back to class i see 3 one
by one then they say go back class..
sabri is worst one,i saw patrick
then i call patrick go beat him
cause he spam me,then he got beat up..
go back class,firdaus dun dare to go in sia ==
i keep on pulling him,he still dun wan go in..
then reached class it was dam horrible!!!
patrick yesterday homemakecon the soup
spoil already lea == then dk
who go make until it drop on to
the floor and is just beside me ==
jun ern:*dk go do what
jugwinder:*see until very disgusting*
jugwinder:*go use the chair and open it*
azmiru & firdaus:eh,smelly larh!!!
jugwinder:*use the chair and push the container to azmiru*
they push each other alot of times but this time..
azmiru:*angry then kick the container*
me:WTH?!*my leg ==*
my leg got the soap so disgusting sia!!!!
after that call cleaner come and clean..
then funny thing came
jun ern:*keep on wanna sit with mingying so he can tok with us*
mr zui:jun ern,go back to ur sit..
jun ern:*go back*
few seconds later
mr zui:jun ern go back to ur sit
jun ern;*go back*
later on keep reapting
this time round mr zui go make jun ern's neck then he scared
then go back to his sit..
mr zui:*walk infront on jun ern*
jun ern:*sitting down**go do the stupid acting like going to touch his butt*
yu xuan:*tell mr zui everything*
mr zui:*go make jun ern again*
joey:mr zui,u wan take jun ern to ur clas arh?
mr zui:ya
me:WTH?! u take him come we no need study le larh ==
then science class end..we go toilet..
kai sheng:*go spray water on my legs*
me:*chase him*
kai sheng:*run for life..*
me:*gonna catch him*
kai sheng:*stop & wanna spray me with the water*
me:dun play le arh ==
after that we go back class
teacher at there gv us tips then we copy down
i write everything big big sia..
then use one full page,dam colourful de..
after geography lesson,they throw paper ball and plane again.
tis time dam funny laugh die me sia!!!
dk who:*throw the paper ball hit until tashini neh*
me to firdaus:eh,tashini neh shot..
firdaus:???
me to firdaus:got ppl throw the paper ball hit until her neh!!!
everyone:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!
firdaus:will rebounce one lea
everyone:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!
then firdaus repeat what has happen man!!!!
laugh die me sia.. everyone know what he do sia
after that he take one paper ball..
azmiru:u try throw at shareny see what will happen
me & joey:ya lorh
then dk what they do..
azmiru:*go scold shareny*
firdaus:*throw paper ball at her*
hit until her neh!!!!
me:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!
firdaus,joey & yi xin:??
me:firdaus,u hit until her neh!!!!
firdaus:OH!!!*gv the stupid face*
me,joey & yi xin:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!
after that joey eat rock candy man!!
firdaus:never gv me
joey:last one le,dun have anymore
firdaus:last one gv me larh
joey:this one *her mouth one*,u wan?
firdaus:dun wan
joey:ok larh..still got one packet
firdaus:i thought u say last one?
joey:no,i say last packet
firdaus to me:u got heard until she say last one rite?
me:ya lorh!!!
joey:gv away the sweet
azmiru:walao,u gv so small de,can put inside the nose sia..
me & firdaus:HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!
me to joey:dun gv him,hit his hand..
azmiru:dui dui dui..
me:HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!
me:ni shi qing hua
azmiru:dui dui dui dui
me & joey:hahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahah!!!
firdaus:what dose that mean?
me:mean he is a frog
joey:he is a frog then need a princess kiss,then tashini is the princess
me & firdaus:HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!
after that go home le..^^

2010-10-04T14:35:00.002+08:00

i really dun wan to see u unhappy anymore,zhi xiang
it is not shameful with u,i could remember u ask me.
i could remember all those we had and all those stupid
we did..and all those stupid calls,and what is sunnir..
u didnt reply my message for so long just now,
i can even laugh happily just now during everyone
is making fun of teachers..i could remember
all the times having fun with mr lim..it started
during the time our PW has end..he dance chicken
dance infront of the whole class and he copy how patrick
shake his butt ^^ laugh die me that time..today they had
to guest teacher on the stage they cant tok but they can do
action..our class cheer dam loud for him to go up^^
ms chua wrote mr lim they have to act..patrick do superman
style,everyone know is who..until mr lim guess he said superman
and they say is in this class and he know it was him..in the end
everyone said him he then keep quiet after that mr lim never play
le..ms chua call them act as miss mok..it laugh die everyone..they do
the action that she did everytimes..jun ern do until the same jia cheng
do until like crazy ppl like that..then until to act as mr sarsicala that really
everyone like laugh hell..cause during the exams times he dig his nose!!!!
and ms chua call patrick to act and he do the dig nose action,yu xuan dun know
anything she was blur that time..until jun ern he say out the name it really
funny like hell..heard ppl say that during the exams,kai sheng saw it and he bear
and tried not to laugh,his face turned dam red!!!i could imagine it..

2010-10-01T13:50:00.005+08:00

i'm back,i just found out that i'm dam stupid!!
he did treat me good in the first place,
but have i think before? he treat me good
before we stead,but after that what will happen?
everyone dun know..how stupid am i
got tricked by him? suddenly pop out his evil part?
wan play with me? i should have know u well!!!!
cause u are so evil that u even ignored dark
i should have found out that u are not the
good person..flirt kia huh? stead with ppl
happy happy treat ppl well after that?!
angry go find ur "GF"?! u dun even know who
u wan!!!u say u will never lie to me and?!
i thinked u lied..u told me that u stay back in sch?!
no i dun think so i not that stupid!!!i just kept quiet..
u is went and play badminton with friends
and with ur "GF" huh?! in the first place
u shouldnt hv lied to me..yesterday u say u go
help friends,end up what?!u alone!!
worst of all call ur friends faster pop out
u think i'm stupid or what?! i not 3 yrs old kid lea!!
at first u treat me well,after that autum came
u didnt tok at all i call u and u gv me a rude manner?!
i didnt own u lea!!! treat me like that?!i not u dog ok!!
after that we call u come and just wanna tok to u properly
what u did?! ribbon just said that u got attitude problem
and she just wanna help u..END UP WHAT U DID?!
JUST WALK AWAY AND SCOLD RIBBON N ME FOR NTH
what did i did wrong?! tell me?! i did nth she call u come
to let us two tok by ourself..just ran away to find ur "GF"?!
u dun wan come find us then fine we go find u..
did we did wrong?! no rite?! Zac search the whole place for u
when u found u, u pretend to be AFK?! fine it's ok with that..
u just all alone urself at there!! when u pretend to be AFK
u call ur "GF" come..i know that..i know u well!! i'm not stupid!!!
she came,first thing came out from her mouth is _l_..
u say u hate ah lian all that then fine,WHAT ABOUT HER?!
U CALL HER COME TO SCOLD ME ALL THIS?!
if it's not her,i tell u zac also wount scold u!!! she came and scold me for nth..
i didnt scold until her rite?!come then anyhow scold ppl
still scold ppl B!TCH for nth?! pls larh is zac the one scolding rite?!
not i scold lea!!ur friends eye pai jia0 huh?! anyhow scold ppl..
ribbon also did nth wrong come then scold ppl..we sit there say nth
also got wrong?! keep on scold scold scold..not stop..i stop
u all from qurraling also kanna scold keep on scold ppl dog
as if like what?! it's not that i scared u all that's why i scold u all
in my blog..i just wanna tell the whole world got u all these kind of ppl
make until the world SUX!!UNDERSTAND B!TCH?!

2010-08-31T19:20:00.001+08:00

bored die mii sia today...
morning dance the stupid chicken dance then
go back class for lesson
after that went for assembly
until 1.40 ==
alwin keep on rushing us to go back lorh
then after it they say happy teachers day
we all run out of the hall
then wait for patrick take lighter
then take bus go back...
reached sch tok with ppl all tat...
danial has the same height as me sia
he grow so fast..lol
hazel still short :x
like alot of sisters never go back
because they HAVE NEW FRIENDS AND DUN WAN US LE!!!

2010-08-27T14:38:00.002+08:00

got one B!TCH log on my acc then scam it==
fk lorh,if i know hu are u,u die..
i'm mess up with the meet up with dark and zhi xiang==
dark always say cannot then today last minute say can
like wat lorh ==
suan le..make me mess up ==
boring sia nowadays~

2010-08-23T14:29:00.002+08:00

am i still loving uue?
i hated ppl saying ur name infront of mii
cause u have hurted mii tooo deeply..
i tried to forget uue,but i failed..
i lied to myself that i hv already forgotten uue
but ended up hurting myself ..
i can lied to everyone but not myself..
i can face the truth,is not i dun wan..
is i dun dare..i hated u,i more hate my life because
u are inside my life!!!
i feel like trying to _________...
the phrase is'when bloods flows,tears flow,pain are gone..'
i wished i can,but i cant..
now the problem is,can i forget u first anot..
i wished i can got car accident then i forgot everything and start everything all over again..
i can unless it is a dream..
wish that next tuesday dun so fast come..

2010-08-20T13:38:00.002+08:00

hehe ^^ i'm back to my dead blog..
i getting bored now adays..
today my wish almoust come ture but is co form teacher not form teacher==
i was like wat the hack is this man?!
the volleyballs player the hu,erm the blue house sec 1 the two of them
at 1/4 i dun wan say out larh~u know urself,stop saying ppl bad word at ppl back
seniors u also dare say?! u will make until ppl hate u only~
ok,fine,u are also not good in volleyball wat,wat for u go say other ppl's bad word at ppl's back?
and one more thing,wan say then say face to face to ppl larh say at ppl back for wat siol?
malays ppl now cannot eat rite? then like sot sot de lorh,never eat medician~
today sabri's b'day and i wish him a happy b'day here kor kor^^
stop calling mii xiiao mei mei larh,like wat sia..
his english so good lorh then today go ask teacher how spell internet i was like,
u is really dun know or u fake one?
i think is fake one lorh..
btw,the facebook hu add mii the..
xiiaopokerdots? i think so..
i forgot le,hu are u hu? do i know u?
is anyone know pls tell mii is hu..:x
PW so fun norh,me joey and patrick yesterday very late then sleep
then hor the joey keep spaming the msn like siao
i listen to song become listening to msn song ^^
but fun,now i so bored siol..
arh!,the 5 greatest invention is in pw group..
so good sia ^^ comfrom very fun one norh
the powerpoint hu do huh?o.o

THE BOY:
u hate mii then u say larh no need keep on scolding mii one wat?!
i also not ur dog larh..i never help u do one thing nia..
then scold ppl as if like i was in wrong..
i know u dun like mii but i wanna tell u one thing is,
u dun like mii is ur problem stop bleaming mii on wat i done was wrong
i tell u,i not ur dog or wat stop scolding oor shounting at mii!!!

2010-07-20T18:55:00.010+08:00

LOL,i'm back to my dead blog ,i tmr then post for u all,bb

2010-06-29T14:18:00.003+08:00

yesterday morning i then found out that time table change..==
stupid lorh,so late say also no choice already wat..
yesterday damn boring..
now hor,me is damn angry one norh..
i just wan to know the truth wat?!
so more,is u and mina de problem,is ur problem u slove dont call other ppl help u larh
i dun know mina is accidentally hit until u or wat larh
she hit until u also not hit until those ppl
even is she hit until u de,u should go find her not find me marh
i just asking you only rite?
wanna make thing big is it?
ask also got wrong arh?
still say ppl gl
then like this dun ask then how to know hu wrong or hu rite?
some more u all still scold my senior c'b lea?
dare to say u all never scold until?
i know i should forget it,and i will
if u all come and find me just because of that,dun say i gl with u all

2010-06-01T12:49:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA,THE SOUND DAMN CUTE DE ><

2010-05-25T16:09:00.001+08:00

today hv alot of fun..but got.. ==
forget it larh...i lazy post lea can see my post is getting very very very short..
i promise after holiday,i will post very long post for you all
thats all,i go for mapling le..

2010-05-24T19:17:00.002+08:00

hais~it has been a long time i never post..
i damn lazy..i just wanna chiong my maple..
i forgotten wat last friday has happen ==
i only can remember got one boy wanna got toilet!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
today hv lots of fun..thats all,i go for maple le ^^

2010-05-20T17:51:00.003+08:00

hais..i knew everything..
my chinese pass :>
all thx to wei kang!!!dun know he got pass anot..
lets start..
today scared until my heart going to pop out in the morning
i got lots of correction to do..hais..
after that went for recess then go homemakecon..
i pass alsobut not good result ==
never hit my target..it's far far away~
next year DnT i wan bet azmiru mark :>
maths i got back my paper ^^
paper 1 = 30/50
paper 2 = 43/50
i should score more mark in paper 1!!!:@
suan le..i cant say those mark infront of my sister..
i cant compare with them..they are sooooo above me..
they are express,i just NA ==
lots of ppl is above me!! LIKE WAT SIA?! THIS IS HELL..
ye xin:i hate you two(firdaus & sabri),u see azmiru so guai,then you two so bad..
me:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA..
firdaus:you go beside azmiru..go..
me:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
after that we tok to each other..
then joey join ^^
firdaus:i go azmiru..
joey:u go with azmiru,i slap you..
me:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
damn stupid one norh..we keep make sabri..hais~
after that go 7-11 with ye xin..
then reached home,change went to pizza hut to find sok hoon and doris..
damn throw face one norh..
i reached there,i sit down then doris saw me then shout my name..
then there stead look at me 3 of them lea!!!
at the same time == LOL?!
i regret went out with you all ==
suan le..i will wait and wait until... :>
i need to work hard for exams too ^^

2010-05-19T20:39:00.003+08:00

im back..
you wan ask me for stead huh?
then just ask,you wount know the ans until you ask..
maybe i will accept youuh?
let's start..
lucky today rain ^^
damn it norh!!! i change place because of you..
and i see my gan kor treat me good so i change place with him..
but i sit that place is damn good ^^
i really really really cant play anymore..
althought my eng,lit,geo and his pass
doesn't mean my maths and chineses pass==
i know chinese wount one!!!DAMN IT!!!T.T
my feeling was like...everyone pass expect for me!!!
i cant take it sia..==
say it later...
RAP as normal...
art ==
the ivan go take the dead cockroach throw beside my chair..T.T
FUCK OFF HIS MOTHER NORH!!!
i saw it i just shout and then run away..
i caught everyone's attention man!!!==
damn throw face one norh..chi bai sia..
i almost cried out..but i cant..
then recess..i did wat huh? ==
i forgotten..i got STM ==
after that english damn boring one norh~
science..out of 5 ppl 1 fail T.T
i odd one out is me..they all damn happy..
never think until my feeling..i really cant take the feeling ==
i have lost to my target T.T
on the first day my taget is wat?!
AND NOW I GOT WAT?!
there is no hard in my life since last year
only go,did you work hard for your exams?
no,i never..T.T
i fail until damn bad..wen wen,i know you worst than me..
just work hard for it :> cheer up,sis..
PW got the stupid marks ==
all pass..damn it norh...like sh!t sia..
IT JUST UNFAIR!!!:@
IT IS UNFAIR!!! freak off .__.
damn it just dun say that==
MY DAMN IRRATATING EX KEEP ON TOKING TO ME :@
LIKE WAT SIA == GO GIRL HOME FIND YOUR STEAD LARH ==
DUN COME FIND ME LARH..LIKE WAT SIA?!
tmr can i take it?! it is like everyone got stead le huh?
last year i got stead,you all dun have..
it's opposite ==
and you wanna bring your stead and let me see?
forget it..i knew wat will happen tmr.. ==
just gv my best shot to stop everything..
i'm sorry,i'm too tired to ans you all..
i had enough..forget it..
now i know the guy i love,love who already..
it's not me..i did silly things for you,and you dun know :>
cause you wount know forever T.T

2010-05-18T11:27:00.013+08:00

just forget wat i have said yesterday..

iiblu3ii, i dun know you are from which sec sch

i belive that you wount lie to me..

that time you say that you dun wanna meet me in sch

that's when i find out you lied..

if you never lie,you will not afraid of meeting me..

i will wait for you :>

i will wait for you to tell me you are in which sec,

just tell me the truth boy,i will find you back one day :D

ps,i never go malaysia,so no chewing gum..

2010-05-14T11:42:00.004+08:00

if the place got you,mean no have me..

know you guys will know why i dun wan go bb with you all rite?

cause of hym..

damn boring one norh~

2010-05-13T10:37:00.003+08:00

seeing the ones that i hate everyday-hardcore fucking irritating fact.
i dun know why this few days,i found karming damn cute :x
the way he react is damn cute one norh~
today damn funny one norh...
he go sing:oh yeah oh yeah,heh
oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah,ho
then he do the funny action i laugh like siao..
then i say the old man do one actiong very funny one..
then he say he saw me doing that also and other funny action..
i laugh until,i cant take i norh..
then go take maths paper 2..it is easy but so damn it norh!!!
the last question i write wrong T.T
after exams went to 7-11 with jun ern ^^
after that slack for few minutes,then go home..i so early reach home lea ==
monday got homemakecon test==
but,karming also..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!so i comfrom siao one norh~
he act like jugwinder already so funny liao..

2010-05-12T16:52:00.002+08:00

== i'm so lazy to post sia..
ok.fine..
today fave science test..
my feeling is same as joey & ye xin..
at first see until MCQ..
WA!!!got do before lea..happy happy..
then see until back of the paper..
OMG!!in deep sh!t~
really in deep sh!t..
after sch..went to gek poh..
at macdonal sit until 11am..
then eat luch..
after that go shop shop awhile then go joey house
before we go her house,we go fetch her cousin brother..
then go her house study maths after that go home.